Dare to Dream ; ★

Hiatus.

2012-02-02T08:18:00.000-08:00

PROMISE.

More updates coming your way. Sorry for all the hiatus and the ditching. Been REALLY busy lately. Life's hectic at the moment. Form 4 is SO not a honeymoon year. Got to work twice as hard for this year. :) No procrastinations allowed.

For now, I am not too sure when I'll be able to update you readers. :/ SORRY!
Goodnight! x.

Happy chinese new year!

2012-01-22T08:26:00.000-08:00

And goodnight. :) <3

School so far.

2012-01-17T00:45:00.000-08:00

HELLO my aliens. :)
And yes, its the third week of school already. HOW FAST RIGHT.
So, how's your schooling life? Nice, enjoyable, joyful, happy, cheery, FUN?

MINE IS TORTUROUS.
Homeworks homeworks and MORE homeworks, EVERY SINGLE DAY.
Mountains of them waiting to be done and being piled up on my table -.-
It is literally and very slowly killing me.
I will indeed die of stress. Pimples coming out non-stop :'(

GO AWAY PIMPLES. MY FACE IS NOT YOUR PROPERTY.

Anyway, I went over to Mid Valley today after school with Xin, Yuanyi, SiongLun and VernHaou. We pretty much just slacked around there -.- nothing much to talk about :o we had our lunch in McD and later bought Chatime. I wanted my Red Bean Milk Tea withOUT pearls but they gave me pearls -.- I didn't ask for a change since they didn't add 1 more buck for my drink. So whatever :>

And I got a new gadget just the day before yesterday :) been obsessed with it since then .__. Bad habit. Must get rid of it. D: oh yes.. So today when I went to MidV I walked around looking for some covers for it but couldn't find any :( disappointment :( naw anyway we headed back to school and I went home. :)

So far, my class is boring. Really boring. Everyone in there is just.. On mute. With teacher in class, quiet. Without teacher in class, ALSO as quiet -.- it's already the third week of school and still..? :( sighs.

Ohkayy, imma end my post here for now. :) I have not finished my Mod Maths -.- such a headache.

Good night! :)

Have a break, Have a kit-kat!

2012-01-14T09:22:00.000-08:00

Photo credits to me! :) Loving this photo ttm.

HELLO MY READERS. Today's a REALLY tiring day D:
Had my first bomba meeting session (General Meeting) today, and IT WAS FUN. :P We played some station games, had to use some brain-power for one station. There were tones of people who turned up for the meeting. Hopefully it'll stay that much :P the more the merrier? :P

And for one station, my group had to climb a pillar -.- Its one of the metal pillars outside the Sports Centre.
#likemonkeys. :P HAHAHAHAH. Kai boon demonstrated for us to see but failed for a few times before eventually reaching to the top xD HAHAHA. It was hilarious omg :P

I'm kinda lazy to explain what happened next for the whole day.
All I'm gonna say is after Bomba I was literally half dead. But I still had ballet and piano to go to. So yeah -.- Basically now.. I am dead. My soul is waiting for me on my bed to tuck in and sleep :D

Which also means, I am going to end my post here :P
Overall, I had fun in Bomba. :P COMMITTEES WERE SUPER FUNNY. HAHAHAA. Especially after we finished our station games and headed back into the meeting room. Couldn't stop laughing :P

GOODNIGHT! <3

ps; greenteaxtrayamstrawberry, wish you went to bomba D: why la your mom! :(

5th day of school.

2012-01-10T02:20:00.000-08:00

So, the 5th day of school.
I KNOW I ABANDONED THIS SITE EVER SINCE NEW YEAR. SORRY. MY BAD!
I'm just back to blogging for a short period of time. Basically, my blogging mojo just suddenly magically reappeared again!

Okay.. school has been... BORING.
I wish my classmates were a little more fun, things would be sooo much better than it is now.
But it takes time... I guess? I don't know.
Its so quiet .__. I'm definitely going to have to get some time being used to this new 'environment' of mine. -.-

Somehow I wish I could rewind back to 2011. :(
Where times were easier. Work were less hard. Life wasn't so dull.
Maybe 2012 will start off a little grey :s

I AM SUPER SLEEPY EVER SINCE SCHOOL STARTED.
NO SCHOOL MOOD.
HOLIDAY MOOD STILL KICKING IN.

OH YESH. A new principal has taken over Catholic High! :o

MR. ONG BOON PUAH
I'm not too sure if I spelled it correctly :P
So yea. NEW PRINCIPAL. He's boring too. Everything's a bore -.- WHUUUT.

HIS SPEECHES ARE ALMOST 30 MINUTES WTF. THAT'S HALF AN HOUR WTF. OUR POOR LEGS WTF.

-.- Moving on......
Damn! Form 4 is hard D: Accounts is causing me severe headache. Economics is worse D: And moral? Having need to literally memorise each and every single word of 36 moral values and their definitions is going to take eternity! :(

No point complaining anyway D: who am I kidding. Time doesn't play games, it doesn't wait :(

SO... you all in the CNY mood yet? :P HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
My brothers are having their A Levels examinations...
ON CHINESE NEW YEAR! :'(
Sad thing. CNY Fever slowly evaporating away.. D':

Okay. I shall stop boring you all to death now. Sorry for this boring post. Just thought of updating out of the blue :P BYEEEEE!

Let's hope 2012 will be a good year! :)

2012 :)

2012-01-01T09:34:00.001-08:00

Helloooo readers :) I know I've ditched my blog recently. Sorry bout that :/

Neeways.. I know I am seriously very late to wish you guys.. but still, Happy New Year? :P Ahahahah Kay I know I'm late -.- my apologies! :(

As you can see I'm not updating through my laptop or the computer but through phone. So there isn't any typical 'New Year' photos for me to post :o

So, how was all your new year's day? :P well for me I had indeed very excitedly 'celebrated' my end of 2011 and the start of 2012 by sitting infront of my computer screen typing a Facebook status update :D soooo productive and yet motivating right :') ughhh.

Lifeless much.

And I'm going out shopping with Mom & Dad tomorrow! :) for CNY clothings :o I hope I can get.. Stuffs -.- I don't even know where I'm heading to yet.

Btw, I heard a 7.0 magnitude earthquake hit Japan just yesterday :/ on new year's day. #prayforJapan :)

Ohhkayyy. I think I shall end my post here for now. I'm not too sure if I can still update as regularly when school reopens :( let's keep them fingers crossed ;)

Alright. So, goodnight readers :D hope you all have a pleasant new year ahead :) <3

Insta Addiction ♥

2011-12-27T20:26:00.000-08:00

My frizzy split ends :'(

HI AGAIN :3
Okay, So in this blooming and advanced industry, I bet almost all of you have got really cool and pretty smart phones, right? ;)

Especially this ;

Yes, the beloved iPhone's.

And the beloved iPad.

So yes, the Apple products, right? And yes, well.. Alot of other smart phones too.
There's this application called "Instagram". :)
I don't know about you guys, but I am officially addicted to Instagram -.-
And you all know that iPhone indeed has tones and millions of photo editing apps, its pretty convenient to just edit your photos on the phone instead of editing them on the computer. But Instagram itself already has plenty of different Filters before you post your photos onto the Feed. :o

If you're wondering, yes I do have an Insta account. And I'm loving it to bits!
And I'm gonna show you readers some photos I took and uploaded onto Insta ;

This is my plushie Bones, of whom sleeps beside me at night :P

Plushie Patrick(yellow) and Bones, my partners when I head off to bed :)

And a keychain souvenir from one of my bestie ;DD <3

My room table (Y)

And I ♥ this the most! :D This is a switch in my room for my balcony. HAHAH. So cute omg. I sticked them myself! :P

My Insta profile pichaaaa :)

I was testing on an application called Framtastic, I think? :x I ♥ this tho :)

My new current DIY nails I just finished yesterday ;) LOVING THEM TO BITS! ♥♥♥

Leopard, Moustache, & Polkadots! :D OMGZ. ♥

HAHAHAH. Was trying on a photo editing app also :P WHITE MOUSTACHE!

And this is a figurine Andriod :) My brother bought it online. I don't know why he bought it though -.- BUT ITS SOOO KAYOOOOT ♥♥♥

This was taken on PMR RESULTS DAY. My puffy eyes. SHIT results.

Fooling around with an app called Leme Cam. Loving that app to the max! ♥

Edited this photo through quite alot of different applications :o

Mom's Curry mee x.x

And lastly, this was taken on Christmas Day :) Kinda random. :x I was wishing peeps Merry Christmas & Good night! :D OMG I ♥ STILL MY FEDORA HAT(my husband) ALOT ALOT.

So yes. Actually there are more photos. But I'm lazy to upload. Sorry D:
Laziness kicking in already ;)

Okay, I'm like advertising Istagram on my blog LOL. -.-
YES! Kheng's NYE party is TOH-MO-ROOOOOW!
cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait! :D

Readers! Be sure to stay tuned as photos, photos and more photos are coming your way! :D
Okay, I shall end my post now.
GOOD BYEEE ;)

♥ ♥ ♥

Ps; click on my Nuff ads pleaseee :) thanks youu ♥

Transparent.

2011-12-27T08:39:00.000-08:00

You know the feeling of being transparent when you're around your peers?

Yeah. It sucks, doesn't it.

Troublesome!

2011-12-27T00:39:00.000-08:00

My 2011 Birthday cake. Credits to meee. :P

HELLO.
I know my recent blog posts are REALLY boring and unmotivative.. So I'm just going to post some videos here for you guys to enjoy. ITS REALLY REALLY REALLY CUTE. Have to watch it kay! :D

This first video is called Golden likes Guitar, WATCH the video first, and I shall explain what its about below ;)

So basically its a video of a Golden Retriever dog, bobbing its head and even SMILING when its owner strums and plays the guitar. The even cuter part is, the dog stops entirely what its doing when the owner stops playing the guitar. SO CUTE. Hahahahah! :D

Now the second video ;
OH, fyi.. PLEASE mute the sound of this second video below, the puppy's owner's laughter is like chicken. But if you don't mind, then its up to you :P

And yes, its Golden Retriever again :o SO CUTE OMG.

And for the third video; Now this dog is sleepwalking :o Pretty much.

Feel its pain when it knocked its head onto the wall :'( Get well soon D:

Moving on...

YES, YOU HAVE TO WATCH THIS VIDEO BELOW, The lizard is SO CUTE ahhahaha!
CLICK PLAY, CLICK PLAY! :P

HAHAHAHAHAH sooo cute right?! OMG :D My bro found thie video on a website reviewing techno things and he showed it to me. Hahahahahahaah. (Y)

And one more...

This is sooo cute. The dog in the end is even cuter HAHAHAHAH.

Okaaayy. That's about it. I hope you watched them :P
Ohh! And this Thursday I'll be going over to a friend's house for BBQ Party again :D Heh. I shall be the phoographer of the day ;) So stay tuned for tones of photos coming your way! :D

CIAOS, my beloved's!
LOVES, x.

Wicked.

2011-12-25T08:21:00.000-08:00

Credits to muah ;) Sorry, too lazy to edit :3

HELLO AGAIN. Sorry for leaving this blog on Hiatus mode for quite a few days now :/ My blogging mojo was kinda gone for a short period of time :( My apologies!

Anyway, I might be going to my friend's house for BBQ Party this Thursday :o I shall be the photographer of that day :P Will upload the photos onto here aite ;D

Oh yeshhh.. I have not finished with the Penang pictures yet have I? -.- I shall upload them soon. *I think*.

So yes, I don't really have much to blog about recently. Sorry I didn't get to wish you guys Merry Christmas yesterday D: So, Merry belated Christmas? :P Hahah.

I'm going to hop off to bed now. Feeling darn tired today. GOODNIGHT! :)

Doomsday.

2011-12-20T20:47:00.000-08:00

Today's Wednesday. And tomorrow's Thursday.
Which means its the day I probably die.
Well, not literally.

Hi, readers. Sorry bout not updating daily. Kinda had no idea on what to blog about.
So, tomorrow is finally my Doomsday.
People who are 15 will be taking their PMr results. GOD I'm freaked out. REALLY freaked out.
And recently PMR is even a TREND on Twitter -.- And it still is. OMG.

I heard the results for CHS people, its only coming out at about 11am or maybe even 12pm. UGHH. I hope I won't be crying my eyeballs out around this exact time tomorrow -.- (its 12+pm now fyi)

Don't you guys just feel that this year passed WAY quicker compared to 2010? I wonder if its just me :/
Oh well. I don't want to think too much about tomorrow. Though I know I can't.
Ending this post now. Ciaoooos.

Navy Shimmering Blue.

2011-12-17T06:57:00.000-08:00

Hello there, readers. ;) Thanks soo much for reading my previous posts, and the other posts before :D
Love you all to the maaaax! <3

Neeways, recently all I've been doing is slacking round at home :(
I really can't wait till the day I can drive. I'd soooo want my own car x.x In fancy colours :P HAHAHAH.
Oh btw, I have blue fingernails! :o AND I TOTALLY LOVE THEM TO BITS! :3
Polished them this evenging. Shall upload a photo of them on my next update! :D

Oh yes.. Have you guys who are 15 heard that the PMR results are coming out this coming Thursday? .___. SO not prepared yet. I wonder how I'm going to feel on that exact day -.- I shall pray every night from tonight LOL (Y). But I'm not too sure if its just a rumour or is it real :s

Mommy asked if I want to go to Singapore this coming Wednesday :o Should I? -.- I'm just scared I don't have the whole Singapore mood cause my doom will be on the next day. Decisions decisions :(

Changing topic....
The new Facebook called Timeline is so.. different. Somehow I wish I never clicked "Use Timeline" -.- I much much definitely prefer the old Facebook profile page. Its more convenient, and it looks simpler and less messy :x But oh well, what's done is done huh. :o

This ONE question has been stuck in my head since yesterday ;

Should I shorten my hair? Like, trim it a llittle? Cut it a little? Just a LITTLE? Cause I kinda feel like its too long -.- And I've straightened my hair last time before, now the natural ones are growing longer, :o my hair is super screwed up its hard to describe -.- I still cannot decide even till now D: Decisions, decisions :( I keep asking Mom should I cut but she keeps giving me the same answer "Up to you lah." But I'll just keep asking D: Then I get the same answer TT SOS?

Alright, I shall end post now x.x I better decide fast -.- Cause I think Mom's heading off to the Saloon tomorrow :o I shall tag along :3 DECISIONS DECISIONS.

Good night readers! :D
<3

Mid Valley with E & X.

2011-12-14T20:27:00.000-08:00

Tumblr, <3

Anyways, remember that I mentioned about uploading the photos of the Mid Valley outing I had with Ern and Xin? It was awesome. Had such a blast :P When I got home I also felt dead but filled with adrenaline x.x Feel like going on another outing with ALL of them :( This time including Teressa, if she has another camp again I think I might burn the campside.

I was the last to reach Mid Valley, cause I had to do some chores at home x.x Anyway, when I arrived I couldn't find those 2 anyhwere. So I gave them a call, but they kept laughing in the other end and I just couldn't understand alien languages so in the end they told me they were outside the cinema and I said I was in Center Court. They said they'll come down to get me but I just went up anyway.

When I got to the outside of the cinema, I couldn't see them. So I called them AGAIN, they were still speaking alien languages, they told me they went down to the Center Court, then we laughed. -.- Then I asked them to go up to where I was again :P So confusing ehy. Nevermind. So anyway, after that we booked our tickets and headed off for lunch at Food Garden.

Ps; We watched Happy Feet 2. WORST MOVIE EVER. DON'T WATCH. WASTE TIME WASTE MONEY.

So let's move on with the photos :)

In Food Garden.

Ern introducing her iPad to us :)

JAYESSLEE JAYESSLEE JAYESSLEE

Heyyyy :P

We want to sit upstairs :( Wonder how its like up there x.x

Spongebob! :)

I love this soooo much!

The -.- face. So literal :P

You big-eyed monster :3

Spaghetti Cabonara. Ern took this :) YUMMY ttm <3

I was browsing through ----> 's camera :D

Cheeeeeeesseeee! :E

My GOD I was eating my spaghetti -.- Joern you bastard! No idea why I was smiling though -.- *yam siu*

Why u no like the food? :(

*kiss kiss*

Looking retarded :P

-_____________________-

Turns out iPad's camera quality is crap -.-

Heyy my twin bastard. :D

we have purple hair x.x

After lunch, we headed off to watch our movie, which totally sucked like how I just mentioned before the photos came. Then after that we walked around, from Mid Valley then to Gardens then to Mid Valley again then again and again :P LIFELESS.

Then when it was about 5.40pm+, we decided to head off to T.G.I.F's to have our very early dinner. Actually we just planned to go in there, order the first round of light food, then sit there and chat and so on since the people in T.G.I.F are really nice and they wouldn't mind :)

Our appetizer ; Fried Mac & Cheese. <3

I see you!

Smexehhh.

Squinty eyes :P

Forever Alone :'(

T.G.I.F's! <3

Because I removed my nail polish the day BEFORE the outing, those 2 used my clean nails as a tester for different colours -.-

The whole outing Ern's been telling us about 2NE1. Its a Kpop band. She just somehow had this sudden obsession of them x___x ?

She's so pretty x.x And surgery-free somemore.

Xin's nails :)

After all the stoning around in TGIF's for almost an hour or so, we decided to order another round of food since we were pretty hungry again :o We ordered Appetizers again :P

Since I didn't manage to snap any pictures of the second appetizer, I went and Google Image it -.-

Parmesan-Crusted Chicken Quesadillas (photo NOT taken by me)

Fail -.-

Epic Fail #1

Epic Fail #2

Almost-a-Success-but-still-Epic-Fail #3

The last few pictures were taken during night time where we were about to head off home. But before we did, we wanted to get matching Nerd Spectacles for the 4 of us. Then I suggested going to the highest floor of Mid Valley (we were in Gardens) cause I recalled a stall which sells funky spectacles there. So off we went.

We reached the stall, tried on quite alot of different spectacles, then my dad gave me a call telling me that he had arrived and was waiting for me already. It was so rushing and panicky that in the end we decided NOT to buy first, cause buying something in such a rush would probably lead to us not liking it sooner or later. So yeap, we went back home after that :o

When I met up with my dad, he told me he wanted to look for some working bag -.- So off we did. Then I bumped into Xinyi halfway :o After that I went home :)

What an awesome day ;) Enjoyed it to the max with the both of them. Just really wish Teressa was there with us. Her bloody camp -.-

Alright. Post is done :)
Ciaooos my precious'es!

Love is my religion ♥: Eiffel Tower ; ♥

2011-12-13T08:13:00.000-08:00

Love is my religion ♥: Eiffel Tower ; ♥: credits to me. Unedited. One of my best shoot :) Somedays I believe and I must visit the real one ♥ XOXO

Just saw this post on my babe Jingyu's blog. Loving the picture to the max girl! :) Should try some edits :o May look even better! xo. <3

Penang trip ; Part 2.

2011-12-13T02:43:00.000-08:00

Pinnnnk

Hello ;) Yeah Imma continue with the Penang pics :D

I love this! :) Seashell.

Paragliding!

Such an ugly smile.

My HELLO KITTY inspired nails! x.x <3

We just went to the beach to hang around, chill and stuff in the morning. After that, we went back into the hotel and groomed ourselves a little then headed out to some places in the afternoon.

We left kinda early because there was just this couple that went to the temple for their wedding photoshoot.. And OFF we headed to ANOTHER temple -.-

I am going to stop here for now. Its frustrating that the photos are taking me a whole afternoon to get them uploaded. And there's SOMEMORE. GAH.

Going to continue them some other time. So that means Penang trip ; Part 3 will be up soon -.-

Oh yes, I went to Mid Valley with Joern and Xinyi yesterday. Teressa had her camp ;( Wish she went. Then the trip would be filled with so much more laughters and hysterical moments! :(

Pictures of the outing will be uploaded REAL soon, so STAY TUNED!

Ciaooos!

Marry the Night.

2011-12-09T00:57:00.000-08:00

Helloo. :)
I was going to continue uploading my Penang PART 2 photos, but heck -.- I'll do it some other time :x Cause I won't be uploading EVERYTHING from the album. :o

Moving on.. Going to have ballet for tonight. I already feel lazy and tired now -.- Hahah I'm looking back on almost all my old photos in my blog on Picasa -___- I look SO much like a douchebag last time. FORM 1. Eeeuughhhhh..

As you can see I KEEP changing my blog layout -.- I don't know why I'm just never satisfied with what layout I have >:( Sorry bout that. D: I hope I stay with this one that I just changed -.-

I've been watching So you think you can Dance recently and it is FANTASTIC. Seriously. Those who have got Astro tune in to Channel 721 :D Its about 3 in the afternoon... Or 3 something I'm not sure. Next week is the Finaleeeee! :o

I've been ditching my series Pretty Little Liars lately :/ I finished the first season already. And turns out the second season episode 14 only airs NEXT YEAR. So I'd rather take my time to watch than watch till Episode 13 and need to wait till next year. Pffftttt.

Oh well. I'm ending my post here for now. ;)
Stay tuned.
Ciaos!

I'm in love with a Criminal.

2011-12-07T20:29:00.000-08:00

I look like a sick person in here. :P

HAHAHAHAHA. HELLO.
Oh yes I have not finish uploading the Penang pics, right? -.- Pardon me cause I'm getting a little lazy in doing so. ;) HEE.

So anyway, I've been watching Youtube videos all morning. Cause I'm too bored I guess. :)
And I've started decorating my rooooom! :D I will snap some photos of it and upload it onto here aite? :)

You know.. This is a question that I will only ask NOW and will NEVER ask again..

Is Korean Series nice?

-.- YES. You heard it from me. this is the FIRST and LAST time Imma say it.
Cause recently I found a really really REALLY cute song, and its from a Korean Series.. its a LOVE series (Typical). So I was just wondering if they are like ... Real, cute, funny romance comedy? Or are they just like Taiwan's series -.- All... Crying, laughing, happily ever after -.- (SUPER no offence to taiwan series lovers out there) :x

Yeah I was just wondering. ;) Leave some comments on the Chatbox x.x I might just start watching some Korean series -.- I know.. SO NOT ME. But what do you know..? holidays can make you do anything xD

So yeah. Random ehy? A sudden mention of Korean things. But I'm definitely no fan of Kpop songs -.- No offence again.

Alright then. Post is done for now. :D
RECOMMEND ME SOME SERIES! :3 heh!
CIAOOS!

Complete Makeover.

2011-12-06T04:05:00.000-08:00

HELLO DECEMBER. :)

Okay, so obviously.. I've given my blog a complete new makeover! :D
Is it okay? :o
I spent the whole day searching for Goddamn blogskins but they just end up ugly or there will be some problems when I try to edit the HTML codes. So I decided to stick to Blogger Templates and do some changes and settings on my own. -.- FRUSTRATED.

And I ended up with this. :D I hope its not too plain :/ ?
But I keep feeling like its lack of something.. Something which I can't get what it is.
Uhhh....

OH YEAH. About the Penang pictures. Sorry about ditching the promise today. I have a reason for ditching! Its because my brothers skipped school today cause only 1 out of 4 of their classes teachers came.. And they already finished the syllabus for the 1 teacher that came today.. So the decided to skip it cause it'd be a waste of time.

AND, as usual.. QH just NEEDS to download his stupid things. So I was practically forbidden to upload photos. As Blogger Uploader takes almost eternity to get alot of photos uploaded. I think I'll do it tomorrow. :) Alright?

Ohh yes.. I am planning on changing my blog link soon. BUT I can't think of a suitable new link -.- Think this think that. Oh well. I'll come up with one soon. I just find this "chocomuffin-loves" a little.. kiddy? :/ I mean I changed it to "chocomuffin-loves" when I was in Form 1 -.- What did you expect. Ughh.

Going to do some minor changes to my blog later. Just some MINOR changes.
Alright then. Post is done for today ;)
BYE!

Space world.

2011-12-05T08:24:00.000-08:00

I CHANGED MY BLOG BACKGROUND.

AND I AM SERIOUSLY, LOVING IT LIKE HELL NOW x________x

SPACE. YOU'VE STEPPED ONTO A SPACE BLOG :3
I AM CRAZY. HAHAHAHAHAA. DON'T MIND ME. (Y)

I really like it :3 Found the background myself and just did some adjusting. I want to change my

"Hopes & Dreams, Love & Trust" header to something else -.- But I DON'T KNOW WHAT.

Suggestions? ;)

GOODNIGHT!

xo. ♥

Penang trip ; Part 1.

2011-12-05T00:59:00.000-08:00

OMGGGGG!

Hello :)
Yep, Imma upload some pictures of the Penang trip like I mentioned yesterday. :P

Promises kept!
Here you go. Oh, photos are according to order btw. But I won't really describe much. Sorry bout that :o

This was taken when I was on the Penang Bridge on my way to.. Penang. lol.

And, the bridge.

And.. Some random shots x.x

I didn't take this.. My bro did. I was busy chomping on junk food -.-

When we arrived at our destination.. There was some mix-up with the hotel rooms. So we wasted some time in the hotel. But it was already night time anyway, so we just went to a nearby restaurant and had our dinner. The restaurant's name's The Ship. Its a really... Western style restaurant. :)

Know what I mean? :)

Yeah. Dinner's done.. The food were heavenly delicious. Seriously. But its really expensive.. The food's pretty worth the money though. The next time you guys go to Penang, be sure to try the restaurant out!

And, The Ship! :)

This is the swimming pool.

And.. The hotel lobby.

Sorry this picture a little dark.. I didn't edit the Penang ones. Kinda lazy -.- There are too many to edit LOL.

And so.. We were done for the First night of arrival. Went back to our hotel rooms to get some rest. So that makes Day 1. :)

And Day 2 ;
We went down for the buffet breakfast. I started taking alot at one shot cause I thought I'd just eat what I took and not go for another round. So this was what I ended up with:

I love this picture x.x

When I went back to my table, Mom told me that the First Round, when I take my food.. I shouldn't put so much carbo onto my plate. Because for buffet breakfast, you're supposed to take the foods more than ONE round. And if I gobbled down SO much carbo on my FIRST round, I'd be stuffed! Then the buffet will be wasted. Get what I mean? -__- LOL I'm confusing you :P Nevermind, I still love the picture :3 And their egg-tarts are DAH BOMB. Gotta love them.

So.. Moving on...

Hey Birdie!

Watchu lookin at?

Okay. I'm gonna have to continue the second part tomorrow. Sorry, I didn't edit these pictures at all. :o There are really just too many to do so x.x

I hope it wasn't boring looking through them :/
But atleast I uploaded? :D Hahah.
Okay then. Ciaoos for now! :)

Part 2 tomorrow!

Appreciating Moments.

2011-12-04T06:38:00.000-08:00

I LOVE THIS PICTURE ABOVE. <3 Thumbs up to the person who made it ;)

So anyway, I've ditched blogging for a few days, Sorry bout that. D:
Okay. I THINK I'll be able to upload almost all the Penang photos up onto my blog. :)

I. THINK.
There, I said it clearly, THINK! :) So, don't get your hopes too high, :P Hahahahhah.
Oh yes I have red hot chili toenails now! :P I'M LOVING THEM TO BITS.

And HELL. I KEEP forgetting to post a picture of the Floral Wedges Shoes I have, right? -.- AND also the previous Singapore trip... BEFORE the one I went with my mom? Remember? Bet you can't -.- Nevermind. I'll post the pictures. I PROMISE. I shall learn to stop breaking promises -.- And yes, I'll get my shoes and clothes pictures uploaded as soon as possible ;D

So.. You know.. for the CLOTHES photos.. I have got no models or whatsoever who could wear my clothes on for me to snap them? And DEFINITELY asking my BROTHERS to MODELSHOOT for me is TOTALLY, NOT going to work. They'd probably model like a freaking ostrich. And I'm the only girl in the house -.- Mom's definitely not going to model them as well, so I modeled them MYSELF -.-

I set my camera on self-timer. PLEASE, PLEASE.. PLEASE don't laugh when you see them -___-
And yes, Fyi, I suck REALLY badly at modelling. ;D There, I warned you people :3

I can't WAIT to get a pair of Peep-Toe pumps! :D I might even want them to be my pair of shoes for next's years CNY! Oooooh GOD, I can't wait! :D

I'm getting lazier and lazier nowadays -___- First skipping jogging, then lazy to find some stuffs to do. I guess this is what holidays shape you into huh? -.- I have absolutely NO motivations AT ALL. Which is getting pretty bad.

I want to hang out with friends. :( I'm home-sick! I wish I could drive. It wouldn't be SO troublesome THEN to drive myself around. :D 2 more years! :3

So alright. I shall end my post here. I have to effing wake my lazy ass up in the morning and hit the roads, plus waking up earlier in the morning is WAY more refreshing then waking up nearly almost lunchtime... Which is what I always end up doing. BUT TOMORROW, NO EXCUSES. I shall definitely wear on my running shoes and hit them roads >:) *let's all just keep our fingers crossed hee hee :3

Alright. I'm going off to watch my series now! :D
Good night! <3

Ps; OH OH OH, and I want to show you a GIF picture I made myself! :D you see ALOT of these kinds of photos right? I MADE THIS ON MY OWN :3 hee hee. I shall make more GIF pictures. They're so fun :D
GOODNIGHT!

Singapore Trip with Mommy.

2011-12-01T21:53:00.000-08:00

Okaaay.
Remember when I kept ditching my promise to upload those photos from all my trips? Well, yes.. I'm going to upload A FEW pictures of my Singapore trip with my mom. I didn't really bother snapping that many as I only bothered shopping :3 So, don't blame me! :D

Oh yeah, we stayed in Grand Hyatt hotel btw :) Its located in Orchard Road. We went round and did tones of shoping x.x Takashimaya.. Tangs and so on :D

This was the rain-shower I mentioned. Its the little metal round thing with holes sticked onto the ceiling.

This is a man-made little jungle like theme near the lift. Looks pretty real huh.

Takashimaya! :) Where I bought my heavens, MACARONS.

AND YOURS TRULY, <3

Somehow I like this. :3

These spiral staircases are pretty x.x

Alright. Sorry I only uploaded these few :P But like I said just now, I didn't bother taking that many. HEH. Sorry D:

So Imma upload the Penang one SOON. Penang's trip might take awhile, as there are TONES of pictures -.- And I have to sort them out first. :o So, be patient! :) But I promise I will upload. Like this post ;P Atleast I finally kept my promise :D

So okay, I shall end my post here for now. :)
CIAOOOS!

Jogging.

2011-11-30T17:37:00.000-08:00

SUCH beautiful eyes.

anyway. Hi. :)
I woke up at 7.50am today, planned to go jogging. But, when I looked outside the window, it looked like it was about to rain :/ So I hesitated. And my laziness came slowly crawling back inside me -.- But I kept myself from slumping back into bed, so I grabbed my storybook to read :D

When I finished a few chapters of it, I looked outside again. And and guess who I saw? Me brother! :3 He was jogging, so I thought why not. If he's jogging means... It probably won't rain.

And so I did.
Atleast I'm less tired compared to the first time I jogged last week -.- I was almost half DEAD last week. Panting like hell -____- And it almost took me atleast half a day for my body to be back to normal. Pfftt.

Imma push myself to exercise this holiday, AND I hesitated -.- Until one MONTH has passed THEN only I've decided to go freaking Hard Core. I have to archive my goal -.- LOL. Its a secret :3 But maybe some of you already know.

Moving on..
Tumblr is dah bomb. :) I love browsing through tumblr. I think I'll start snapping some pics later -.- Oh yeah, I'M GOING TO APPLY NAIL POLISH AGAIN :3 I just removed my old one yesterday HEE HEE HEE. You can call my psycho :P But I don't give a heck :3

Alright.. This post may bore your minds out. Sorry bout that :(
Since yesterday I've been watching Pretty Little Liars series :D And reading the book :) I've only 2 books left out of the 8-books series! :o you HAVE to read it. Its FANTASTIC. Its not your typical comedy romance-ish stories. Its genre is thriller, teen drama and one more I forgot -.- It has murdering and mysterious thingys. Its not ghostly nor eerie or whatsoever image you've formed in your mind now. Its just.. Thriller. :) and IT. IS. REALLY. NICE. You have to read it!

To me, well.. I'm not trying to be prejudice here, but cause I've read the books first, and in the series the characters are NOTHING like what I imagined... So I kinda prefer the books. But that's just me, plus I've only watched 2 episodes so far. Maybe things will take a turn? :s I don't know.

Alright. I'm going off to do some calf-raises and abdominal exercises -.- I'm pushing myself to hard core. Bet its gonna kill me totally -____- I have a really horrible that I'll give up and bathe and nap. Somehow.

TROLLOLOL.

BYE! :D
Stay tuned for more updates :3
I love you readers <3

Ps; and yes, I have not bathed yet, so I stink like a skunk now. CIAOS!

Wonder world of shoes.

2011-11-28T07:39:00.000-08:00

OHMYGOD. God knows who took this picture. (Y)

HELLO :P I'm back here, blogging again. I have my blogging mojo slowly crawling its way back to me. :P

So I've been browsing through Tumblr and found tones of beautiful pictures. And I've also Googled Image alot and alot of shoes x____x I am currently shoe craze.

Let me show you ;

♥1 Oh wonder, wonder.

♥2 PEEP-TOE PUMPS. My ♥ ♥ ♥.

♥3 GORGEOUS PINK PUMPS! OMG. ♥

♥4 Oh, sleek golden and black platform heels ♥.♥

♥5 SWEET RED BALLET PUMPS OMG. ♥ ♥ ♥

♥6 And, ONE of my favs, ZEBRA FLATS. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

♥7 And and guess what?! ZEBRA STILETTOS. Oh my heavens, ♥.♥

Okay. So, yeah. :P I've gone cuckoo over shoes -.- That just shows how bored and lifeless I was to go searching for all these heaven .____.

My next pair of shoes shall be peep-toe pumps! OMFG. :3

Went to Sunway Pyramid with my parents today. And again, I've bought quite some clothes from FOS :3 Bought a new white shoe for school next year from FOS too -.- I don't give a damn if the school authorities said I shouldn't wear them. HECK CARES. THIS.. FASHION, YO.

The shirts were 3 for 45 bucks! :o It was a must-have! D: And I couldn't help myself -.-

And I also bought 2 new colours of nail polishes from Elianto. :3 HEE HEE HEE.

And, I bought alot of rubbish from Popular. Nah, they aren't rubbish. They're decorations! :) Colourful paperclips, cartoon cute little animal pecks, a pretty small notebook, and some stickers. HAHAHAHA.

I'm planning on decorating my room. :) I shall take a picture one day once I'm done. :D

I hope I'm not boring your minds out with this post -.- Its been a long time since I last had my blogging mojo in me, and I'm just scared that I forgot how to blog nicely -_____- Crap.

Now that I've starting laying my hands on my piano more often, I start ditching my guitar, ARGH. -.- For heaven's sake, I don't know how to balance my freaking time although I have so much time everyday. Oh well, :3

OKAY. Resolution BACK ON. Jogging tomorrow morning! :o If I skip jogging tomorrow I can die -.- Just kidding. But Imma force myself to jog. Its for me own good x_____x

Okay then, I shall stop blabbing now. :)

GOOD NIGHT! ♥

Long abandoned.

2011-11-26T23:54:00.000-08:00

My ideal room. :D

HELLO, READERS. yes yes, I know I've been ditching promises on updating my blog, BUT HERE I AM. :) Jingyu dear asked me to update it xD I thought no one ever dropped by anymore, :'( But there still is! :'D Touched. <3

So yeah, I came back from Penang. And, I THINK I'll upload the photos when the internet is smooth and also fast enough. You know my patience has its limits. :3

I've been looking at LOL Factory photos every single day now. Its like not a day can pass without looking at them -.- Yes I am officially obsessed with it. LOL. Rage comics are dah bomb. Literally.

And AS EXPECTED, I've also ditched my jogging plan. AAHHH, DOUCHEBAG. I shall add jogging to my daily routine from now onwards -.- NO MORE SKIPPING. :3

And also, on Thursday I went out to Mid Valley with the 3B3's. <3 ! That day was nice I guess. :o But the boys were a group, and the girls one too. It wasn't really like.. Neutral? Not like everyone mixed around together. So, -.- hard to describe. Nevermind, it was still nice. :)

I've noticed I ditched my promise on uploading the Singapore photos too -.- I kind of have no motivation on updating this blog anymore xD Cause I feel like no one reads my posts :P But how the heck I know? I'll just continue updating it. :3

SORRY AGAIN D: Pictures WILL Be uploaded SOON. And this time I won't break my promise. ;) TRUST MEH. :D

Going off to Seremban later :o Gonna have a BBQ there with cousins! :)
I love my nails now @@ One side's red and the other's blue :P HEE HEE.

I shall end my post now, hope this simple out-of-a-sudden update did not bore your mind out.
CIAOOOOOS! <3

Updateeee.

2011-11-18T09:22:00.000-08:00

Sorry for deserting this blog for a really long time now .___.

Promise to update it soon. :D
Really, promise! :)

HEH.
I shall remove my nail polish soon -.- Its coming off one by one. Ishhh not nice :(
Recently, all I've been doing is waking up late in the morning, sleeping in, and switching on Facebook, and Twitter. -____- LIFELESS.

Brother is watching BBT now. LOL (Y) Awesomest series :P Hilarious! :D

Shall sleep now, freaking tired after ballet -.-
Tomorrow I MUST do my theory and practice the piano :o

There's Phineas and Ferb 12 hours marathon tomorrooooow! :'( I WANT TO WATCH omgggggg. But I won't even be home for almost the whole afternoon -.- Ballet and Piano class. ARGH.

Oh well, D: Atleast I've watched almost all episodes before. :')
Nighhttyyyys peeps! :DD

Loves, x.

The one that Got Away. xx

2011-11-14T02:46:00.000-08:00

HEY. :D

I know I've ditched this blog for a really long time -__- SORRY! :)

I guess I just lost my blogging mojo for quite awhile :o
MY APOLOGIES. :)

Anyway,
So the real, official, year end holiday has already started since last Saturday. And as usual, all that I did and am still doing at home is slacking about, eating, taking numerous naps, watching my anime, watching the TV, playing the guitar and so on.

I've barely even laid my hands on my piano .____. Have to kick this laziness away. D: But I'm so lazy -.- WHUUUT.

And I have NOT started my resolution on EXERCISING. I shall blame the weather :3 NAH Its my own fault -.- Every night I'll set my alarm at 8am. But guess what? I off the alarm every time and tell myself I still have time to sleep.. Maybe another 5 of 10 minutes? So I slump back onto bad and doze off.. And I wake up about 2 hours later. :)

GUILTY AS CHARGED.
whatever.

Moving on..
I really like the weather in the mornings nowadays. :D They're always so cold :) I wonder is it cause of my room? Or its the weather itself?

OH YES. I have not updated about the trip to Penang, have I? :o
My bad. :D

Totally ditched this blog -.- Such a bad blog owner I am.
I have super colourful nails now. HAHAHAHAH.

And I have alternate colours of blue and purple on my feet, and white on the end of each one just like those French Manicure. :P

Went to Leisure Mall yesterday with parents. Dad went there to buy a TV. We went to the shop together, I had absolutely NO clue at all on what kind of TV he's gonna wash his money on. Because this buying-a-brand-new-TV plan has always been under the controls of my dad and QH. They're the gadgets nerds. :D

Oh yes, back to story..
So we went to the shop together..

And Dad pointed at the TV he's gonna buy..

DA FUQ?!?!?!
The TV is even wider than the table in my living room to place the TV on -.- Its literally... HUGE. Blown me off my feet -.- What the heck. Then I asked Dad :"WHAT?! Why such a huge one?!" And Dad just smiled and talked to some guy about the TV -.-

So.. Feeling rather impressed by its good resolutions although it has such an enormous screen, I walked around.. Comparing different kinds of TV here and there.. And then I walked to this really small TV and it was showing Kung fu Panda! :D So I stood there and watched. LOL.

Wanted to get a cup of Bubble Tea. :( But after seeing that news on Facebook (You guys seen it? :o) about the Bubble tea's pearls :s So I changed my mind and got a McFlurry with oreo :3 AND NOW I AM FEELING GUILTY TO MY STOMACH -.- But ohhh.. You know, the temptations are hard to fight against. :P

And so after that we headed back home. OH YEAH. I bought many new colours of nail polish and tried them on my fingers O.O As a result to me having rainbow hands now.

I think Imma remove them soon -.- Kinda disgusted looking at all these multi-coloured fingers -.- I'm like some mutated human or something.

Alright! :)
Its a pretty long post! :D
Hahahahahahahah.
Atleast I updated after so long! :)

CIAOOOOS!
Stay tuned, or not! :D

Liar in Disguise.

2011-11-07T00:11:00.000-08:00

True true.
Therefore ;

Be careful who you gossip with. ;)

Dreams to Reality.

2011-11-03T10:14:00.000-07:00

Hi. :)
I've been down for awhile since dinner till now. I don't know why. I saw him many times in school today and just felt... I don't know... Sad? Happy? Angry? Disappointed? All those memories I tried so hard not to remember felt like they were rushing back, hitting me like a train.

I really wish I won't fall back into that shit hole I fell into last time. Its really not worth it. Can't believe I'm feeling like this now. Seriously can't believe it. I literally need to slap myself if he EVER crossed my mind, EVER. MEMORIES why can't you listen to me.

Anyway, today was Form 5's Graduation Day. :) Will miss them. :D Now I can't get to see Huei in her form 5 uniform anymore. :( Although we're neighbours. :P And and I won't see her that often anymore :( Cause she won't be around even though we carpool. :'( I'll miss you you ass! :D

Overall, today was boring -.- No offense D: But.. The performances weren't that nice.. :/ Compared to last year's :3 LAST YEAR'S WAS SPECTACULAR. Seriously. I like my brother's group's dance! :D COOLNESS. :> HAHAHAH. Just kidding. ;) But really, it was a little boring .____.

Teressa, Foongyee, Yujie, Siobhan and I went to the canteen to grab some food and drinks, then we sat in the canteen just chatting away, not realizing how much time we spent there. We missed ALL the science classes' performances! D: And HECK I was looking forward to theirs -___- PWN.

I'm currently listening to a piano song. I love it so much that I changed some settings on the link and now it replays itself non-stop over and over again. :3 SO NICE. I don't even mind listening to it non-stop as everytime I listen to it, it can bring me to tears. :') BEAUTIFUL.

Alright, I'm bored. Recently I ditched Skype and ooVoo. HAHAHAHAH. Don't really have the mood to do all these, FOR NOW. :P

You know for me, usually during the holidays I always read storybooks right? Well, I don't know the hell why, but for this holiday I can barely lay my hands on my storybooks -.- I have alot of S.O.D (Source of Distractions) like you know what. I have to force myself but at the same time I'm so lazy -.- WTH.

Oh yeah! I'm heading off to Penang tomorrow! :D Not gonna say why, but I'm heading down there until Sunday! :) Hehhhhh. Shall snap photos! :> MOM SAID WE'RE GOING TO THE BEACH. HOLY CRAP I CANNOT WAIT TO TAKE THE PHOTOOOOOOSS! I'm bringing 2 of my shades and my husband, FEDORA. :D eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

Okay okay, I'll be going off now. ;)
I don't know if I'll be able to update from Penang! :o Might update my Twitter. :) Hopefully Mom allows me to bring the lappy there! :( I'd die without it. Oh yeah wait, STORYBOOKS.

BYE! :D

Background!

2011-10-30T08:33:00.000-07:00

I'm stating the obvious now. :D

I'VE FINALLY CHANGED MY BLOG BACKGROUND! :') After centuries -.-

BYE! :D

What a douche.

2011-10-30T08:02:00.000-07:00

HELLO, people! :D
I skipped one day of updating didn't I?
My apologieeeees. :D

I think I'm going to lay my hands on my blue pencil, copic pens, fountain pen, eraser, drawing block tomorrow. :) You know why? ANIME time. Its been decades since I last doodled or drew anime's! :D I'm sure I've degraded by alot -.- Like literally degraded! D: OH well -.-

OH YES. I still haven't posted the clothes pictures yet -____- FORGETFUL ME. I'll get it done by tomorrow.. IF I want to. :3 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

I can't believe I used to be such a douchebag being all emo and sad and angry and emotional a few months back. If you're wondering, yes I've just browsed through some of my old posts -.- AGAIN. :P This time I browsed through the posts which have been posted during THIS year, just a few months back. :P

My brothers are watching The Other Guys outside and they're laughing like bunch of idiots non-stop. And I'm here downloading an episode of my anime series which is so Goddamn slow! 56 minutes left. WTF? Even if I cancelled away ALL my stuffs that has got to do with the internet, it still remains the same. == FASTER LAAAAAA!

I want to watch MTV EMA Belfast 2011 really badly! DDD: Looking forward to it. :3
I'm skipping school tomorrow! :o My eye isn't feeling so well. :/ Sighs. I hope it'll recover by tomorrow night! So that I can go to school on Tuesday and go crazy with my peers. :DDD

I finished learning 2 piano songs. :') I LOVE THEM alot TT I want more guitar tabs -.- I need them ASAP. Guitar is growing molds all over. D:

I AM FEELING EXTRA LIFELESS TODAY.
Sunday, WHY YOU SO BORING?! :(

Practically did nothing but slacked around, munched on food, watched some tv, played the piano, Lazed around, EAT, that's about it. Yep. Lifeless ehhhh.

Will be heading down to Penang by this Thursday! :D Cannot wait :3 HEHEHEHEHEHEH. I don't know what clothes to bring -.- WHUUUUUUT.

Oh well. LAST MINUTE PACKING. so me-style. -______________- Gonna get spanked by Mom if I do that. DOOOO DOOOO DOOOO.

BYE! :D
Going off now! :)

Remembering moments.

2011-10-28T08:41:00.000-07:00

Okay. So no clothes photos today. ;( Sorry for the broken-promise again and again -.-
Just didn't have to mood to upload and do the editings :x

Spent almost the whole day watching anime again -___- I'm starting to get lifeless. No wait I already am.

So anyway, I've just read afew of my 'older' posts and HAHAHAHAAAHAHAH. Its HILARIOUS the way I used to talk and rant and complain :P You can go click if you want to. HAHAHHAHAHHAH. Even I feel like I'm an idiot talking like that way back then. :D LMFAO.

Facebook is getting boooooring :x Lately all I do there is just check on my news feed.. Any latest news and so on -.- Its the same daily. Other than that I listen to some music, and yeah anime business. Or sometimes I read some books -.- That's about it. LIFELESS.

Can't believe I used to update about PET SOCIETY in my blog -.- That stupid facebook game that is soooooooo idiotic now come to think of it -.- And and and I remember I used to play Restaurant City. HAHAHAHAHHA. Another idiotic member from the family. I remember I used to open it every single morning together with PET SOCIETY during my afternoon session days and just let it be -.- And I also remember Qy always being ahead of me -.- Always ranked way higher than I did -___- Then he stopped playing it because he said its boring and but I still kept going and finally I ranked higher than him. Then I always laughed at him, telling him I went into his restaurant and had to help him clean up those growing "mushroom" or the "sleeping lion" = =

I don't know if you get what I'm trying to say..

Nevermind! :)

But now there are all sorts of newer and nicer games like Tetris Battle. And I suck really badly at it. :D YAY.

Okay, ran outta words.
Goodnight! ♥

Ps; OMG. hahahhaahhahahahahaha I JUST NOTICED HOW I USED TO SPELL 'COINCIDENCE' WHEN I WAS IN FORM 1 ; quincidence.

Pps ; During form 1... This is how I blogged :

"*yaaaaaawwns (again).... =D! now my studying table is clean Clean CLean,hahah! small to big ?? "

WTF?!

If there were fairies.

2011-10-27T09:48:00.000-07:00

Hellooooo. :)
I'm currently listening to Kaichou Wa Maid-Sama!'s soundtracks just like how I used to listen to Shugo Chara!'s soundtracks everyday last time. :D Hahahaahahah. Brings back memories. :')

Okay, I'm gonna go serious about my exercising routine from now onwards. I hope I can keep up with the routine. :s *fingers crossed*.

Imma upload the pictures of the clothes I bought in Singapore tomorrow. :) Heh. Well, for the trip to Singapore a few months back, remember I said I was gonna upload it real soon? Yeah that might probably take awhile more. Or maybe I won't upload those at all -.- There are too many of them. It might take eternity to get them done. :o

I feel sloppy and lazy today -.- I've done pretty much nothing but slacking around. Then I had a 2-hours nap. Can't help it. I've been feeling constant tiredness. :/ I wonder why. Maybe something's wrong with my sleeping schedule -.-

Oh Goodness my legs are super itchy -.-

Screw you mosquitoes go get a life and stop sucking people's blood already. You're not a vampire bitch die die die -_____-

UGHH. Its itching everywhere -.-

Anyway. Moving on..

I downloaded a few new apps in my phone! :3 HAHAH. But some of them were rubbish. You guys know about this game called "Tap Tap Revenge", right? Who doesn't. Its so famous. And its available in all the Apple products. Well, my phone is a shitty black thing with touch screen and a qwerty keyboard. And so "Tap Tap Revenge" isn't available in my phone unless I paid real money and even if I did the game wouldn't fit into my phone as the screen is so dang small. Anyways, I found this app called "Music Tapping (Beats)" which is somewhat similar to Tap Tap. So I downloaded it. And I was really amazed by it. It really is almost like Tap Tap. And the cooler part was you can create your own song from your Music Album in your phone and play it afterwards. Cool eh? :P Was supeeeerr in love with it.

NOT. FOR. LONG.

Its ironically really stupid. No joke. I tried creating my own song "Last Friday Night(T.G.I.F) - Katy Perry" but it keeps freezing and hanging halfway. And then I have to go back to my homepage and delete it and re-install again and again which got me frustrated and feeling like banging my phone. And and and its soooo laggy that I got tired of waiting. So yeah, I deleted it. -_____- Asshole.

But I downloaded PRETTY LITTLE LIARS storybook series! AND IT HAS ALL 8 BOOKS. Oh my GOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDD paradise! :3 I get to enjoy free reading and it has all 8 series! :o Nice. But it'll be really tiring and straining for my eyes. :( Sighs. D: The real touchable books are costly. :( Anyway I'll still be reading it. :') FINALLY.

Alright! I don't have much left to talk about. :D
Still figuring out how to put Nuffnang onto my blog? -___-
I'll figure it out somehow, hopefully! :o

Goodnight, people :)
Sweet dreams, x.

Being a couch potato.

2011-10-25T11:36:00.000-07:00

Hello again. ;)
I am, yes indeed oovoo'ing with Joernwong. :D The craziest bitch! :P

Anyway, okay, no more video calls pictures anymore, FOR NOW. :3

I've been rotting in my room for the past 2 days, being nothing but a freaking couch potato.
Basically, me being a complete couch potato means being lazy, sloppy, slow, sleepy, crazy, and... well yeah, that's about it. Nothing motivates me -.- Especially now that I'm spending almost every second of my day in my room. I think I'll fall sick sooner or later -.-

And this is the time for....

RESOLUTIONS! :D

*tsk.*

Remember in one of my older posts I mentioned about EXERCISING? Well yes, I really need something that would and could motivate me -______- But I've found NOTHING.

Ballet ain't a motivation anymore :x Piano? That doesn't require physical workout :(

LALALA. I actually thought of hitting the roads tomorrow. Planned this jogging goal since Sunday but failed every morning -_______-

You know.. The day before yesterday, I slept at 5am -.- I KNOW. Crazy, right. And guess why? BECAUSE I WAS WATCHING ANIMEEEEEEEE. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAA!

My freaking eyeeebaaaaaaaaaaaaagsss =_________= It has gotten a hundred times darker, bigger, and puffier -.- I know I have to get rid of it but the temptations of a lap top in my room is definitely strong. REALLY STRONG.

Currently still oovoo'ing with Joern. She's reading her own blog aloud to me -.- LIFELESS! :D

I'm sleepy. = =
I keep telling myself to sleep before 1am but it doesn't work no matter how. I'm sure there's a way -.- There's a lot of emotions in this post. I know I'm being weird, its because I have nothing to talk about. LOL.

But I still update this bloggeeeehhhhhh. :P *smirks* x)
Juuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuusstt kiddddiiiiiiiinggggggggggggggggggggg.

Oh well, I think Imma hop off to bed now. :)
REALLY need to catch up on my sleep x____x

Ps; Conclusion is.. I STRONGLY DOUBT RESOLUTION EXERCISE WILL EVER COME TRUE.
and also.. SMILE, EVERYONE! :D

Good night, sleep tight and sweet dreams! :) LOVEE!

ooVoo.

2011-10-24T09:05:00.000-07:00

HAHAH. The four of us. :) Chenwen quick go create ooVoo! :P HAHAHAHAH! :D
Hearing them talk and laugh but I'm silent -.- Cause I don't want to wake my parents up! :)

Anyway, I noticed I haven't update my other blog since last year OMFG.

AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.

I have to update it soon. :P REAL soon = =

Kinda bored. :/ Second post for the day. :o I've been hiding and rotting in my room for almost the whole day skyping with people -_______-

And Joern is so hyped that Jayesslee replied her. :p NON STOP JS FEVER! :D
Hahahahaha. Oh the enthusiasm. :)

Oh well, its really hot in this room -.-
I'm sorry, I know I'm flooding my blog with all these video calls pictures. :p I can't help it -.- I don't want to save too much pictures onto this laptop. :s As it isn't personally mine. :o

ALRIGHTIES, Imma go rant on my other blog now -.-
GOOD NIGHT! :D
Loves!

Skype with cheeky.

2011-10-24T00:07:00.000-07:00

Currently skyping with Teressa and Joern -.- Okay, so.. Let me put it this way ;

Joern, is watching Jayesslee videos with Jowie and his friend.
Teressa, is talking on the phone with someone.

So conclusion is, I'm alone -.- doing my own things. LOL.
Oh well. :p
I can't upload the photos of Singapore here yet. As I'm using the laptop now. And Photoscape isn't in this lappy. :)

We've switched to something called ooVoo. :D Its cooler. :) Skype and ooVoo :D Imma upload the pictures now ;

HAHAH. So that just shows how lifeless and bored we are. :P
Anyways, I've got nothing much left to talk about.. Oh yes,

HOW TO YOU PUT NUFFNANG ONTO YOUR BLOG?

-.-

I tried many times over and over again but it doesn't work! D: Tried many times :( SIGHS. SOS! D:

Okay, BYE! :D

Singapore Trip.

2011-10-22T08:08:00.000-07:00

THIS IS A PROMISE ;

I. WILL. UPDATE. ABOUT. THE. SINGAPORE. TRIP. REALLY. SOON. AS. I. HAVE. A. WEEK'S. OFF. CAUSE. ITS. THE. DEEPAVALI. HOLIDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! :DD

Had an awesome time in Singapore. :D Shopped soo much till I'm feeling rather REALLY guilty right now -_____- *sorry mom D:*

I didn't really snap that many pix though. :s
Kinda troublesome to carry that heavy camera walking around eh? :o
HOTEL WAS FREAKING PRETTY. :> heheheheh. I LOVE the rain-shower. :P FIRST TIME EVER I showered using it. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Oh, you know what I mean. :P

Oh yeah, if you're wondering what hotel I stayed in, its called the Hyatt, Singapore. Dad told me its 5 stars. :s His company helped pay :D So we just enjoyed. :3 PARADISE. Literally :>

Swimming pool looked really grand and beautiful. The water was FREEZING COLD. Seriously. Plus there were wind blowing at some points, my lips went purplish -.- COLD.

I'll try to upload the pictures of all those clothes I bought -.- Mom told me to save some for Chinese New Year. And I HIGHLY agree with her on that. :p

Okay, I've got to go now.
ciaos! ;)

Ern ern. ♥

2011-10-18T11:05:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAH I'm currently skyping with WONGJOERN. :P

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH I know I look weird xD
I KNOW ERN LOOKS FUNNY HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!

Having tons of fun skyping with her xD Just now Jowie came and flexed his muscles -.- SHOW OFF. :P hahahahahahahahaa! Juuuuust kidding. ;) But seriously it looks rather scary .__. No offenseee D:

So then Jowie went back into his.. place o.o Room? Something. And Joern and I continued our lifeless conversation/laughters/basicallynothing. And that was when we screenshot each other. :P HAHAHAHA lifeless much xD

HAHAHAHAHAH. Joern and I were talking, then Jowie came again o.o This time he said let's have a group skype. So he off'ed the skype between me and Ern for awhile, I don't know what he did but then the group skype couldn't really work from the start, so he told Ern that her version of skype is the older one. She has to update it. And off Joern went, off'ed her Skyped and update. So now its just Jowie and me. LOL xD

Awwwkwaaaaard. :o HEH. :x YAY. Now Ern is back! :D Okay I'm bored.

HEADING DOWN TO SINGAPORE TOMORROW!! :DDD
Currently skyping with Joern and Jowie. SIBLINGS. Hahahahahahahah x)

Kinda bored -.- Today went to Gardenia Factory with Teressa, Xinyi, Joern, Foongyee, and Yujie! :P HAHAHAHAHA Chenwen ah! D:

SCREENSHOT:

Shot #1. hahhahahahahahhahahaha!! JOWIEEE!

Shot #2. hahaha Joern brought her lappy up to the room where Jowie's in xD HAHAH. LIFELESS! :P

Stupid Jowie -.- HAHAHAHAAHAAHAHAH.

Shot #3.

They're fighting over who's lagging the internet xD HAHAHAHAH.
Okay, TOMORROW ;

SKYPE SESSION WITH JOERN AND TERESSA. :DD
Good night! :D

shot of the day! :P *JOWIEDOINGWORKhahahahahahahah*! :D

Sweet dreams!

Skypeeeee. (Y)

2011-10-17T01:48:00.000-07:00

Skype session with 3B3! :D A few. :o
I used the opportunity of brothers not being at home to skype with them. :s
They're gonna be back soon! :o

I want to skype with Ern Ern, Bobby and Abu. :DD Chenwen doesn't have Skype account! :(
I wanna skype with Yuanyi they all as well! :3

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH. Skype craze.
I'm late cause I just created Skype not long ago -.- Like.. Last week I guess. :s

HEH. Today's a boring day! :P I went to school! x) With my new hair -.- Different people with different comments. :x Weird :s HAH :(

TOMORROW I'M GOING TO GARDENIA FACTORY with my buds. :D (Y). LIFELESS MUCH. :P
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Then after that I'm going off to Mid Valley again. :DD

I hope Mommy isn't mad. Sighs. :/

I also want to go out with ErnErn Bobby Abu and Ali very badly! :( But our time all different -.- Plus Xinyi cannot go out on weekdays -.- ISH! :'( Weekends? D: I don't really know if my dad can fetch x___x

Currently listening to James Blunt - I'll be your Man. :DD IN LOVE WITH IT. (Y).
Dooo doooo doooooo. I'm bored. :3 I don't think I'll be going to school everyday from now onwards :s Unless they're some programs or outings! :D HEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH.

Okay. Gonna watch my anime now. :> BYEE! :D

New Haaaaaaaair.

2011-10-16T00:42:00.000-07:00

Nicee. :o Plus its in pink! :3
Naww, my fav colour is still lime green! :DD HEH.

I GOT A NEW FRINGE THIS MORNING -______-
I've changed my long shit to bangs! :s
I look frigging ugly in it -.- Or maybe its my self-consiousness. :/ I don't know. LOL.
Now I'm thinking if I should let down my fringe tomorrow :o but its WAY past my eyebrow :o And and and I think I have a REALLY high chance of getting caught if I let it down -.- But clipping it up is also a problem as its so short now -__-

HOW! :(
Help! D:
Currently in cousin's house. They have this Chinese Language programme that's really annoying -.-

Oh well. I will post a pic of my new hair later. :D *hopefully*.
BYE! :)

Laugh Out Loud!

2011-10-15T07:26:00.000-07:00

OHHH, so cutee! :3
Second post for the day! :DD Heheheheh.
Somehow just now when I accompanied Mom to buy some stuffs outside I was calmly moodless -.- I didn't know. LOL. Y'know.. Thos kinda moods where you're all .. "oh.. okay." LOL! YES! :P Bet you've tried that before right? :s no? D:

Currently Googling on how to edit photos like those on Tumblr. :( Google is my worlwide silent teacher :D HEH. Seriously it has all the answers that I need to know :o

Currently listening to I'M SEXY AND I KNOW IT. Hahahahahahahaha! Goddd I love that so like heap loads! :P

ooooooh now I'm listening to Say you like me! <3 <3 <3 SO CUTE :')
Haven't really started on my tv series -.-
I ran outta words. :P BYE! :D

Its over. Its gone. It'll never come back.

2011-10-15T03:49:00.000-07:00

If you have bared with me for this long, you should've just ended all ties that had to do with BOTH of us. Don't break others' friendship with you. They've done nothing. Maybe we weren't even fated to become friends from the start. Since we have problems after problems. I replied you so coldly cause you did the same. Go look back at how you replied me yesterday, I asked you to know whether the trip is still on. I hate people who do that. Especially people whom are so close to me.

If I were to reply each and everyone of your text messages like that, how would you feel. When I replied you with just one sentence you said I'm cold. And what about you. Don't tell me that I am self-centered. This is just how I feel. I risked my time of being nagged and scolded to ask my mom, but I can't go. Looks like you don't give a damn, huh. Oh okay, up to you.

I thought things were fine. I thought after the previous incident you were okay. I thought everything went back to normal. But yet again, I was wrong in so many ways. I dont have the urge to hold on already. Because you know why? I felt that no matter how hard I tried to change things, to make you look at me differently, you never thought that I changed. You thought I was still the old me. The ignorant me. I feel like my efforts are all a waste. I think I give up because we BOTH know that things will never be the way they were a few months back, from where we started. Sorry. You should move on with the other 3. :) I'll persuade my mom to change my school for good.

I can't go for the 3B3 outing on this coming Tuesday -.-
Dad doesn't let me. He says
"No. Once in a while its okay. But so many times? The bowling alley isn't a good place. No."

Fuck it. -__-
So what now? You want me to stay home to rot my life out?
Okay I'll do that.
I shall pack myself with movies and tv series.
I CANNOT WAIT TO START WATCHING

Pretty Little Liars ♥:

This tv series has a genre of Drama.
Theme ; Teen Drama, Mystery and Thriller. ;)

OHEMGEE. I cannot wait x_____x I WANT THE STORYBOOKS REALLY BADLY. But I haven't even finish the ones that I currently haven't laid a finger on -.- AND I HAVE 7 OF THEM. LOL.
Booooo, this is gonna take long! :<

OKAY. Decisions decisions ;

Anime or Tv series? :(
BOTH :P

LA LA LA.
Out of words. I am super lazy to upload photos of Singapore trip, the BBQ trip, the Mid Valley trip -.-
But I have to force myself to do so! :D
Just for you guys.

Considering if I should private this blog :/
Those stupid advertisers who spam my chatbox is really really annoying -.-
Going to update my other blog now. :D
BYE BYE! :)

JAIL BREAK.

2011-10-11T08:55:00.000-07:00

WHOOOOOPS. Sorry no pics for thist post. Currently updating from lappy. :D So sorry!

ANYWAY..
TODAY IS FINALLY THE DAY OF REAL FREEDOM AFTER 3 YEARS. :D hahahahaha!
Everyone is upstairs sleeping. I'm the only one here -.- This is the result of finishing major examinations earlier then your siblings. LOL.

LISTENING TO MUSIC AND UPDATING.
I am kinda lazy to reply all the wishes on fb. LOL. -___-
Have to kick this lazy attitude which is crawling back into me after PMR.

Damnnn.

TODAY. WAS. AWESOME. :)
Had TONES of fun with some of my classmates in Mid Valley! :D

Teressa, Suetwei, Joyee, Yujie, Foongyee, Joel yip, Pak Dong, Chung wai, James, Mann and I went over to Mid's. We went there by bus. Actually up till now I still have no idea why the boys made us walk the long way to catch a bus instead of just taking the bus from the bus stop infront of our school. :s ?

Anyway, I had a free bus ride(not exactly). :P Okay, actually.. While we were boarding the bus, both my hands were occupied and I couldn't reach for my purse, so I saw Joel taking out a RM10 note, I said to him:"Ehh.. You help me pay first." Then I just barged in. :P Well, really I thought he was paying for everyone and we'll pay him 50 cents later on. But when we reached out destination, we got down from the bus, I asked Joel if he did pay for me or not. And he said "No! I didn't! :o You know what? Actually I took out the RM10, I wanted to reload.. But the bus driver thought I was paying for everyone so he just took it."

*the silent moment.*
And I said "So I got a free bus ride?"
He said "..."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
But conclusion is, no. LOL. You know why, right? If you don't. Please read again! I'll pay him 50cents tomorrow. :)

OHHHH epic moments. :D
So... We went into Mid Valley and walked around. We wanted to have our lunch. And Yujie suggested "Korean BBQ" so we went hunting for it. But ending up the navigators(yujie and foongyee) lead us to all the wrong places. HAHAHAHAH. Bad navigators. :P Yujie ended up saying she don't know where Korean BBQ was. So we just stood there thinking of where to eat. Then we saw Yuanyi, Xuan guang, and John. :D But we only met up for awhile and they're off somewhere else :o

So... haven't decided on where to eat.. And I saw Gardends was just across the road opposite us, I suggested "Hey, let's go to Gardens and look around." So off we headed to Gardens. Ending up we ate the food court :D FOOD GARDEN. Shared my Fish & Chips with Suetwei. :D We were the most noisy bunch inside the food court half filled with working and slightly more mature-minded people. :P HAHAH. Played around with Teressa and my camera. :P Then Joyee came! :D We want to celebrate her birthday! :D

After stoning in Food Garden for almost an HOUR -.- , we headed off for BOWLING! :D fun fun fun fun! (Y). At first I didn't like the environment inside the Bowling Alley at all .__. It was really dark and dim and and.. Ohh you know what I mean. But I went on and played anyway. Soon, the crowd started clearing out and there were less people. I felt nicer. :)

WE SHOUTED AND CHEERED LIKE COWS everytime any of us scored a STRIKE or whatsoeveryouknowtherest. Oh yeah, we were split into 2 groups. One with 5 people and one with 6. The other team kept winning -.- TERESSA IS SUPER AWESOME IN BOWLING! :) Her first time playing and she can get a total of 68 points -_________- PAKDONG IS AWESOMER. He got 83! (Y).

AND ME? I'm AWESOME too;
17 points.

BUA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA. Can you freaking believe it?! 17 effing points for one whole freaking game -.- I think other strangers in the bowling place were laughing their hearts out silently -.- SOOO EMBARRASSING. BLAHHH. whaaaaateveeeeer. :P

So bowling was over, we returned the bowling shoes, grabbed our bags and headed out. It was 4pm. Teressa needed to head home. :'( *so early TT*. We walked out of the Bowling Alley and somehow stopped outside the cinema. Some of us wanted to watch a movie, while some others needed to head back home. So ending up 6 of us watched JOHNNY ENGLISH REBORN. Teressa, Suetwei, Joyee, Chungwai, Mann went back! DDD': So yes, only 6 of us left. :)

DAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWW.. FOONGYEE AND JOEL SO SWEET. :P hahahahahah! *justsaying!*
DAMN THE MOVIE WAS SUPER.
EPIC.
FUNNY.
HILARIOUS.

You HAVE to watch it. Although the storyline is a little funny but that's not the point at all. The WHOLE theater laughed from the start of the movie till the end. AND AND everyone in the theater even applauded when something awesome or funny happens in the movie HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA (Y). That movie is seriously just for laughter. :D Can take away your pain instantly. ;) Epic pain-killer. LOL.

So the movie finished at about 6pm. Oh yeah, it started at 4:15pm. :D
IT WAS REALLY NICE. Thought Joel and James were watching it the second time! xD
When the movie ended, all of us headed out. It was time for Foongyee, Joel and James to go back. So there were only Yujie, Pakdong and me left. Walked all the way to Topshop cause brother told me that if you got out from the entrance near Topshop you can avoid 20+ minutes of jam. So they accompanied me, since they could go home anytime! :) But ending up I got a call from Dad saying that he's INSIDE Mid Valley. -.- So out efforts of walking all the way there was wasted.. But oh well, still nice. :D Bid Yujie and Pakdong farewells, reached home. Did some stuffs and here I am updating. :D Almost a whole day of hype has made me really really really tired and sleepy now -.- *yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwnnnnsss*. Time to hop off to bed. :)

There were TONES of form 3 students in Mid Valley, thought Mid Valley was pretty deserted as its a weekday. Heh. :)

Guess what?!!

TOMORROW, HEADING OFF THE KHENG LUEN'S HOUSE FOR BBQ PARTY. WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!! I CAN'T WAIT. :DD So many people will be going. :D

So conclusion of the day ;
1. PMR has officially ended!
2. The most epic and awesome Form3life day ever, FOR NOW.
3. I SUCK AT BOWLING. :D
4. My classmates are monkeys. :P
5. I love them to bits!
6. I have to sleep! :)
7. NIGHTY NIGHTS!
8. LOVES!
9. SWEET DREAMS!
10. SLEEEEP TIGHHHHHHHT!

2 more days!

2011-10-07T08:43:00.000-07:00

Lovingg thisss. LOL. *a little perasan moment :P*

HELLOOOOOOOO.
Its been awhile, no? :D
Okay, so firstly..

Only 3 days of PMR down..

2 DAYS TO GO! :D

How time flies, right? :/
Before you even know it everything's moving on without your acknowledge. :o
Kinda regret not studying earlier before when I still had the chance .__.
But, regretting now is useless,
What has been done has been done! :)

OOOOKAAAAAAAAY...
Today is a special day for mehhhhh. :D
HEHEH!

Had the last tuition with my Science & Maths tuition teacher today. :(
I wonder if I'll be needing any help next year -.-
Which I can strongly foresee.....

Yes.

LA LA LA. :D

Have been playing around with Dad's iPhone alot lately -___-
Doodle Jump HOP! :D Annoying but yet addicting.
I cannot wait for all the outings, tv series, movies, animes, slacking, sleeping, chilling, daydreaming after PMMMMMR :>

FOCUS! :(
Okay, I feel awkward posting this post -___- I don't know why.
Maybe its cause my "blogging MOJO" isn't with me, JUST YET?
Hopefully it'll find its way back into me soon. :(
Or you poor readers will be stuck with craps that don't even make sense -.-

Moving on..

History paper was downright HARD.
Okayyyy... Partially its cause of me not studying that particular stupid subject before PMR. = =

NEUGGGHHH.
Imma change my blogger profile picture! :D

I. AM. FREKING. INLOVE. WITH. YOU ;
My fedora TT.

You're the prettiest hat I've EVER in my life, had.
I heart you TT.

If you're wondering what I'm talking about its the hat I'm wearing in this post's picture ;)

I AM RUNNING OUT OF SHIZZ TO TALK ABOUT.
Have to study really seriously for Maths and Kh tomorrow and also Sunday.

CHINESE?
HECK GIVES A SHIT.
Nahhh .. Just saying. But I doubt I can get anything of mandarin in my mind. Oh well!

Okay, signing out ;
Goodnight! :D
ciaosssssss <3

Countdown.

2011-09-30T10:03:00.000-07:00

Hello. :)
Just a short post before I completely leave this blog dry and deserted for about a week plus plus.

Okay, school's been.. Pretty much boring -___-
Today I went to school as usual.. LUCKILY Teressa was there. :o Then we walked past B2 just to know that the other 3 DID NOT come and DID NOT tell us a word -.- Oh well. So we just went back to resumed our normal.. Routine.

But ending up we chatted and laughed and played with Yujie, Foongyee, Mann, YIP YIP :D, and alot others. x) AHAHA. They're all so cuteee! :D

OH YEAH.
Yesterday,
Teressa, James, Mann, Koksoon, Foongyee, Yujie, Yulynn, Bofang, and a whole lot more didn't go down to the science lab. We thought about staying back in class as Miss Poon's teaching us stuffs which we already know. :s So yeah. THEN...

When school ended Jingyu told me that Miss Poon gave those peeps' names who WEREN'T in class to the discipline teacher.. And yes we were scared.

But guess what?
Turns out she didnt -.-
All she did was record our names in the Blue Card.

OH WELL.

I have to put in all my effort for these last few days left. D:
HAVE TO.

HISTORY why you so annoying -______-

GAH! D:
Alright, I think Imma sign off now. ;)
Have to sleep.

Before I end ;

GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST TO ALL FORM 3'S WHO ARE SITTING FOR YOUR PMR! :)

Good night,
sweet dreams love! :)

Don't screw others' lives when you can't even appreciate yours.

2011-09-23T09:17:00.000-07:00

Wow.
Almost a week of no computer.
Feels good.
Less than 10 days more till its PMR.
How fast. Hmm.
I will leave my blog in HIATUS mode for 2 more weeks.
Then I'll update daily.
Hopefully.

School's been pretty much the same.
Today we had almost an hour of recess time.
The form 3's till form 6's all recessed together. -__-
Packed.

Teressa, Chen and I decided to eat first and then head off to the library.
But the library was also flooded with people, so we ended up going back to class to study. Which is better than slacking around. No? :/

Teressa quietly went down to the library without informing neither me nor Chen. As a result, we went searching for her in the library then the Reading Corner then the Canteen then I found her back in class. -___-

I don't want all these to spoil my mood.
I need to study really seriously.

Never knew good friends could turn their backs on you and spit on you with you're not around.

Friends... Fake. Friends.

Whatever.
Don't want to give a damn. :)
Good night.
Sorry,
I don't have the mood today.
I don't know why either.
Bye.
I don't want to go to school anymore.
I don't feel happy being there.
I want to study in a more quiet place.
Home.

Stupid principal's retirement.
Bitch you chose a wrong time to retire stupid -.-
Nah just kidding.

K.
Ciaosss.

HIATUS FOR 2 WEEKS.

Android.

2011-09-17T10:31:00.000-07:00

WOW.
LITERALLY took me eternity to edit the photos from Singapore -.- Infact, edit HALF of all of them -__- I'm gonna have to continue the other halves by next week? Or probably after Pmr. :)

I'M SO SORRY for the no show. :o I PROMISE you guys! Photos of S'pore will be uploaded.. AFTER PMR :D!

Oh yeah, anyway.. replacements for no-show ;

Alright.. So today, me and Qy were both studying and doing our own stuffs.. When suddenly he asked "Eh.. Do you know how to draw the Android robot?" and I said "Yeahh." So we both started drawing robots -.- HERE:

Behold, my brother's Android robot! -.-

(sorry bout that round thingy -.- Its liquid paper. LOL!)

And mine! :P Looks more alike ehy ehy? I know! :>

Then he said "Eh, then try drawing a rockstar Android." I said "OKAY."

MINE! :D I know. :> AHAHAH! Nah just kidding but it does look good :P

And BUA HA HA HA HA. My brother's creation.

The ugliest robot in the world :P

JUST LOOK AT THE ELECTRONIC GUITARIST WANNABE.

*phew*. Took my long to upload them -.- Anyway, RANDOM POST! :D
Nahh, I've just got nothing to post about.. Oh yeah,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WONG JO ERN BABOON! I heart you! :DD Have an awesome 15th! :))))

OKAY, so signing off! Pic of the day ;

BUNNEH. (Y).

good night! :D

Confused over my confusions, ♥.

2011-09-16T09:59:00.000-07:00

HEHEH. You can't see my face :D Purposely took this one! :P

HELLO, people. :D
Okay, back on track. :o Ignore my previous post. I am lazy to press the Delete Post button -_____-

Okay, first things first..
DECISIONS, DECISIONS.

I have agreed to myself that I will sign up for Nuffnang after PMR. :3
HEHEHEHEH.
I don't want to sign up now, cause I know if I did I can NEVER concentrate on my studies -.- DUSH.

Went for tuition today. :D With Miss. LOW ABU. We were doing those stupid Miss. Joern Muthu and Miss. Teressa Bobby faces. :D I cannot concentrate and do my work SERIOUSLY with her sitting beside me -___- Everytime we look at each other, SURELY we'll laugh. HAHAH. Results of a crazy cow sitting beside you during a serious tuition.

Epic Fail.

Moving on...
Okay.. So I came back, planned to study after tuition, but ended up sleeping for 2 hours. HOLY ____. I wasted time again and again and again! DDD: WTH.

OKAY.
I'm going to tie plaits to sleep tonight :P HAHAHHAHHAH
Miss. Joern Baboon's idea. :3 Learnt it from her, :P
She's currently in Redang! :D Saw her tweet ;

WongJoernn WongJoErn

What kind of bus is this? Cold like shit. OFF THE AIRCOND LA WTF

22 hours ago Favorite Retweet Reply

Oooh oooh she went for snorkeling! :D ;

WongJoernn WongJoErn

Snorkeling was fun :3

6 hours ago

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA. OMGG xD Joern don't swear so much. :D No good for you. :P Joernnn! :D update us with some pictures la! :>

Mom finally let me skip ballet all the way till PMR's over. :D HEH. I think I have to sleep really soon. :o I NEED to wake up early tomorrow, to study, yes.. to study :/

I AM FEGGING JEALOUS OF THE STANDARD 6'S! -.- They finished their UPSR examinations. PARADISE.

DUSH DUSH DUSH DUSH DUSH.

OKAYYYY. Patienceee :3 2 more weeks, and its my turn! :D But, I'd have to forbid myself from all these techno's for 2 whole weeks. *promised(hopefully)*. :D

I have nothing much to talk about. :o
Today's pretty much been a.. normal day? :o
I still cannot decide on what I want to give to Miss. Joern Asshole to help me get a signature from Jayesslee TT. Somebody help :( SOS!

Oh weeeeeeell, I need to pee but I am lazy -.-
Good night! :DDD

Never look back with regrets, Move on.

2011-09-14T08:43:00.000-07:00

How I wish this was true.

Time flies, huh.
You know,
You hear alot of quotes saying ;

It takes a lifetime for a relationship to build, but seconds for it to fall apart.

Yeah. Heard of it before, right?
I think this quote means more ;

It takes seconds for a new friendship to be born, months for it to blossom, years for it to turn to soulmates, eternity for it to become glue. But it takes just a blink of an eye to watch them all crumble down, and takes another million years to patch them back where they belong.

Yeah. Well, I thought of the quote myself.

There comes a time where life hits bottom hard. My major examination is just 2 more weeks away, I haven't laid a finger on my History, I haven't brush up on all my other subjects, I am still struggling with my studies. And usually, by this time, I should be able to answer all questions even with my eyes closed. I guess I just can't. I couldn't do it with all these chaos happening around me.

What is friendship..?

I don't know. Neither do I want to know.

Even if I looked back, I want to have a voice that would keep reminding me to move on. Life goes on, no matter how we regret, no matter how we want the past back, its gone. They will never come back. What has happened, I should leave it to rest. Don't bring it back to the present nor get it involved in the future.

I want to block all these thoughts out from my mind, I don't want it to take over me. I need to switch to full-on study mode, just for 2 weeks, then I can let my feelings and thoughts linger as they are.

I give up. I let go. No regrets. No looking back.

Dear you,
You've been a part of me for 3 years and 8 months. How time flies, huh. Things have changed. Not only you changed. I admit, I have changed too. People change. I don't want to blame you for everything that has happened. Maybe I am selfish, always thinking of myself. For the last 2 times, I held on. I still had faith in you, I still believed in you, I trusted you with all my heart. But I can't hold on any longer anymore. It breaks my heart to see you sad. But, whatever we do, you're still sad. Whatever we say, you're still sad. I want to retrieve, but I' am exhausted already. I don't have any more strength to get this train back on track. I'm tired of being tired, I'm tired of everything. Letting go is best for you and me. Good bye, friend.

Life goes on.
I can't do much anymore.
Good night, peeps.
Sweet dreams, sleep tight.

Holly Anna-Aeree ♥.

2011-09-11T11:09:00.000-07:00

SECOND POST FOR THE DAY.

Okay, first of all..
As you can see.. I'm supposed to be using this "extra" blogging, facebooking, twittering, youtubing time for studying. But honestly, you know the temptations of computer sitting right infront of me, switched on, without me having to ask my brothers nor my mom to help me unlock it, as my mom set a password in order to refrain me from using it..

Yeah. Its hard to resist the damn temptations.

So anyway,
In this post I just wanna talk about the new Youtube star(I think? Don't really know her but I'm going to check more of her videos out.) called Holly Anna-Aeree. As to my post title. ;)

This is a girl's posts! Hahah. For boys.. You guys wouldn't be interested.. Well unless you dig make-ups or hair-dos. :D

I want liquid eyeliners. :( But I'm sure Mom wouldn't get me any. D: Maybe I'm not age appropriate to her, just yet. She might think I'm out of my fegging mind if I even dare to mention the word "make up" to her. Cause last time I always used to tell her ..

"Never in my life will I want any on my face. Makes me look like a ghost."

OKAY. A change in mind, I am eager to get Liquid eyeliners. :( They look so pretty :o You know, I can see that girls nowadays always draw liquid eyeliners and put those fake eyelashes.

Fake eyelashes are definitely a no-no for me now. :o
Well, maybe till I grow older like probably 3 to 5 years from now, I'd want to give it a try. :P Oh, I can't help it. The TREND.

I need to slim down -__-
My tummy, those fats. OH Hell.
I'm gonna set up some new resolutions for After-Pmr days;

1. Read ALL 4(or 5?) storybooks awaiting me in the cupboard BEFORE I buy any new ones. *crosses fingers*.
→ OKAY. Before PMR I have bought TONES of books, but I promised my parents I'd let the books RIP first in my cupboard. As promised, I never touched them. All I did was tore off those ugly and unwanted price tags stuck onto them.

2. Don't just sit infront of the lappy or desktop rotting away and munching on food which doesn't even benefit to you. (Well, sometimes is an exception.)
→ Somehow I have high doubts about this resolution :P I have SO SO SO many series and animes and movies to catch up on ;) OH, CAN'T WAIT.

3. EXERCISE.
→ This MAY be one of the hardest resolution. EVER. But heck, I'd have to force myself to do so. Maybe I should find some things which would then motivate me, like maybe taking a picture of my fats and stick them all around my 4 walls. Hey, great idea huh.

4. Do not disturb brothers so much.
→ Okaaay. Brothers are gonna have their SATs exams really soon. Probably about the same time I'm having PMR. But after that they still need to study, as they have major exams early next year.

5. SHOPPING and HEAVEN are twins.
→ Mom told me to stop buying things after PMR as I have already bought TONES at Singapore. She said I am allowed to Window-shop.. If it is that way I'd rather rot at home -__- Oh well.. I'll TRY to control. :P

6. Try to ask Mom to persuade her office to ask I could work there.
→ CASH. Earning some cash would really do me good. But she told me the rules said :You'd have to be ATLEAST 16 to work part time. OH BUGGER. Mom asked me to dress up more maturely -.- What if they suddenly wanted my identity card? BUSTED.

7. Persuade parents to let me go out with friends, or hang out over @ their houses.
→ Now, THIS is freaking HARD. I'd have to try my best. Maybe annoy them till they let me. :D Hah hah.

WHOAH. That's about the resolutions I have, FOR NOW.
I have TONES on my mind, but I'm just gonna list a few here.
I know I brag too much.
Talking alot of craps,
Just skip them if you find this whole post boring -___-

OH YEAH. Back to topic ; Holly Anna-Aeree ♥.

Hot eyh? :)

Pretty! :)

I wonder what kind of people she is. :o Asian? Asian-American?

Alright.
Ciaos! :)
I know I talked too much in this post. Sorry. :x
As I know someone doesn't like me talking too much. :P
Good night, my beloved's! ♥

430am.

2011-09-10T23:43:00.000-07:00

Credits!

ALRIGHT. Enough of emo posts for now.
I still haven't uploaded the Singapore pictures yet. :> HEHEHEHEH. i'm sorry. :o
SOON! :D *promised*, hopefully. x__x

Okay, actually I'm sneaking to use the computer now -.-
Because mom and Qy went out somewhere to buy some stuffs.
Imma play badminton with Qy at 5 later! :D
The challenge is on. :P

I'm gonna smash him as hard as I can. :3
Make sure he loses. HAHAH.
Kay, I'm not that mean.
Its just a game! :D

I miss playing badminton with Dad. D:
I used to play every evening during weekends with him. :(
But ever since he went to Singapore, the usual routine stopped. :(
I bet Dad doesn't have his awesome skills anymore >:3
And because of this normal weekly routine, it caused a permanent scar on my finger. xD OH WELL. Its okay. :D Still had fun. :)

OH YEAH. I played badminton with Qy IN the house yesterday! :D SO FUN HEH.
I was afraid the shuttlecock might end up landing in the bowl(I don't know how to describe) where the light bulbs are of the small chandelier, but it didn't. :) But it hit Qh! :D HAHAHAHAHAH. He was lying on the floor watching football -.- It hit his stomach I think. Then, we all laughed. -___- ? Oh, me and my stupid brothers. :D

Today's supposed to be the day where everyone in my neighbourhood takes their Lanterns and walk all the way to the Golf Course. I wanted to go with Mun and Huei. But my brothers said they don't want. :( So now I don't want too -.- And and and, I would have to make a difficult decision if I really am going. So, I decided not to go. For the better -.-

Yesterday I stayed up late. ==
Qh asked me to sleep at about 130am, then he went up. I said "OKAY." But ending up I slept at 430am -.- AS TO MY POST TITLE. I will NEVER, EVER sleep at 430am EVER again. But...

Long term holidays / Year end holidays are an exception. :3 HEH HEH HEH.

Hey.. Seriously, who wouldn't want 2 whole months of sleeping in and sleeping late? I know I do. :D
GOLLY. :> HEAVEN much. :D

Okay, that's not the point YET. :) Back to story..
Yeah, so now I'm having the stupid runny nose -.-
BECAUSE I SLEPT LATE.
Learn from today morning's mistake. :o
And guess what?
I woke up at 1038am -___-
Actually, I planned to wake up @ 930am.
Epic fail.
OH WELL.

Alright!
Back to studying now. :D
I have to resist the temptations. :(
SERIOUSLY.
BYE! :DD

TOMORROW IS A DAY-OFF! :D For CHS-ians! :D
Tonight can sleep late again! HAHA.
Nah, just kidding.
Bye.

Feelings.

2011-09-10T12:47:00.000-07:00

I have had enough of this.

Bye.

Broken Strings.

2011-09-09T08:38:00.000-07:00

Tumblr.

Hey, peeps.
Sorry for the sudden abandoning of this blog.
Didn't touch the computer since last Sunday till.. Well, now.

Okay, I promised you guys I'd upload the photos I took in Singapore, no?
Well, its in the other computer. Will TRY to get it done asap! If I can x__x

PMR IS ONLY 3 WEEKS AWAY! :o

*nervousness* :(
BAH.
Skipped ballet today for the sake of studying.
I don't feel like going tomorrow.
I don't feel like going anymore.
GOD.

Okay, honestly.. I have nothing much to update you readers on. :/ ?
Trials results were like pieces of shit, literally.
Cannot believe my science and maths -.-
Degrading exams by exams.
Have to force myself to keep doing -___-

Okay. Actually.. Truth is..
Today I am not really in the mood.
Don't really have the BLOGGING MOJO inside me,
FOR NOW.
I'll get it back soon.
But just not now.

Cause, well.. Today I'm sad. :)
Truth!

I think I'm gonna be made of steel from now onwards.
Gonna be a Bionic.
I'm gonna learn to be stoic, really. :)

When I show my feelings,
People say I'm emotional,
When I keep to myself,
They want me to tell.
And when I tell,
Things go worse.
When it gets better again,
Something happens.

Yeah. Stoic. :) Is what I should really be. From now onwards. :)

I'm not gonna say what happened. :)
Just, keep it to myself.
Better.

Currently listening to Stereo Hearts! :D AWESOMENESS!
Stupid speakers -.- One of them can't work. MEH. Now it doesn't sound nice at all :<

I'm gonna go scroll back on my and Jingyu's inbox messages, gonna search for the famous bloggers she introduced to me to stalk last time. :P

LIFELESS MUCH (Y).

HI JINGYU, IF YOU'RE READING THIS..
I LOVE YOU! :DDD

hahahahahahahahahahahah!

OHHHKAY.
Gotta go! :P
CIAOS!

GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE!
Sweet dreams! ;)

ps ; I feel like signing up for Nuffnang :s should I?! DDDDD: DECISIONS! MEH! :(

Malaysia.

2011-09-03T10:04:00.000-07:00

Kudos to me! :3

Heh. So, here I am,
back at Malaysia's updating this blog,
Okay honestly, I'll leave the updates till tomorrow, or soon, I hope. ;) Alright?
Time for me to hop off to bed now. :D
Good night! :D

Score.

2011-08-31T07:38:00.000-07:00

SCORE.
Bought some new stuffs today. :)
Went to Marina Bay Sands, Queensway, Suntec, Vivo's!
I walked around ALOT today.
Thus, resulting a sore right ankle -.-
And it still hurts right now.
GAHH.
Currently updating this blog, twittering, facebooking, and also watching Kick Ass. :D
KEV DID NOT REPLY ME ON TUMBLR .__. I am so effing sad.
NAH, just kidding. ;)
I think I have to stop dreaming -___-
And also, don't want to keep wasting time hoping for his reply. D':
He's a star. :o
I am normal! :DD
OKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.
I snapped TONES of photos, but I'm just gonna upload a few of them. :3 SORRY! :)

Cows go MOOO! :D Bought this little neckalce deco from Vivo's! ♥

I crave to get one. :'(

My God, I FINALLY got to indulge on the taste of MACARONS. :3 LOVE! I seriously want somemore T-T

Paradise. ♥

Pictures are all taken & edited by me. :) No ripping, please & thank you. ♥

OKAY. I tried Green Tea, and Hazelnut & Chocolate for the macarons. Even Qy loved it. ;) SCORE! ♥
Gonna get somemore when I see a shop with it :3 HEAVEN.

Alright.. Today was a hell of a day. Tired :o Pretty satisfied.
Also bought a pair of wedges shoes, floral design. OMFG love it like crap! :D ♥
And and and, also bought a new high-waist shorts :DDDD ♥ ♥ ♥

I cannot believe how much money I spent -.-
DUSH.

Okay. Imma upload the photos SOON *hopefully* :o
BYE readers! :D
Love! {♥}.

Ultimate.

2011-08-30T09:14:00.000-07:00

MY FAVVVV! <3

OKAAAY. Correction, I did edit photos of them -__- And soon I'll upload them onto my phone LOL.
Don't kill me. :P
I'm just obsessed HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE.
Gonna find Jayesslee's pictures as well. :3

Good night! Loves! :D

Youtube Celebrities.

2011-08-30T04:09:00.000-07:00

This is from Tumblr! :) ♥

Okaaaaaaaaaaaay..

I am currently Kevjumba craze ♥ ♥. I know.
Stalked him on Twitter like mad woman LOL.
I am also RyanHiga craze, ♥.

FREAKY -__-
Currently searching for blogger backgrounds. :o Wondering if I should switch back to Blogskins or just stick to Blogger Templates and edit on my own x___x

Iron Man 2 is showing again. Yesterday night it already aired. LOL -.- They're running out of shows :o
I feel like hitting Vivo's tonight. :/ But I'm not sure if mom allows. DDD:

The kitchen is soooo smelly right now -.- Mom's cooking some stuffs in there. Ughh.
Iron Man's costume actually looks kinda good, ironically. HAHAHAHAHAH.
I don't usually dig superhero's costumes :o
But, oh well. :P

MEH. I wish Kev will reply my tweet. :3 *pray pray pray pray pray*!
OKAAAYY. I have to stop -.-
I think if I can't go Vivio's tonight, I'll play Sims 3 on Anyi's lappy. :D DEEEE DEEE DEEEEEE!
So long since I touched Sims 3 :o
But, see first. :)

I want to go Universal Studio! :( But its seriously really expensive ._. I also want to go Sentosa! D: But Anyi's mom said we're not allowed to as the sea isn't save >:c unfair! I WANT I WANT I WANT! D:

Just finished watching Airplanes! 2 just now. And Airplanes! before that. Epically effing stupid movies -.- But unsurprisingly really hilarious LOL. Seriously, LMFAOOOOO. :D

Alright!
Off to blog template-hunting now. ;)
CIAOSERS! ♥

Nice Guys.

2011-08-29T09:41:00.000-07:00

*CLICK TO ENLARGE*

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I fell in love with the crew of Nice Guys! T-T
THEY'RE SO EFFFFFFINGGGGG HAAAAAAAAAAWT.
SERIOUSLY DDD:

OHMYGAWD.
And and and and and, Kevjumba looked so ***ing hot in Wingman. WTH .__.
Snapshot ;

*CLICK TO ENLARGE*

HAHAHAHHAA. Don't mistaken, the last 2 shots are Justine.. Another character in Wingman. He's so stupid xD HAHHHAHAHHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH.

I cannot stop listening to Nice Guys. :3 Just obsessed with that song. :DD

RYAN HIGA AND KEVJUMBA.. You guys are seriously freaking hot. x__x

Stupid crazy fan-girl mode on right now. I know I'm scary LOL.
Although Kev's a Taiwanese, his english is still (Y).
Although Ryan's half a Japanese, his english is still (Y).

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :3
I'm gonna store pictures of them onto my phone.
OMG. Stalker. Nahhh. Just kidding. ;) I won't waste space in my phone like that -.-

Oh kayy..
Imma sleep now.
Heading off the gym tomorrow morning! ;)
Good night people! :D

Singapore.

2011-08-28T21:19:00.000-07:00

OKAY. No photos for this post.
Because this laptop doesn't have any lol -___-
Neeways,

Just wanted to update you guys that I have arrived! :D
Actually, I've arrived quite some time ago. Nyeh. :P

OH well. SHORT POST.
CIAOS! :D (Y)

Music {♥}

2011-08-28T08:47:00.000-07:00

HOOOOOO HEY readers! :D
I am back! :D

Heading down to Singapore tomorrow morning! EARLY IN THE MORNING T-T saaaaaaaaaaaad.

I'm supposed to be asleep by now but heck cares! :D
Thought of bring my guitar there but it won't fit in the car anyway -.-
I know I'm crazehhhh, LOL.

OHMYGOD I cannot stop listening to Yiruma's songs. :) They're too awesome to be pressed the pause or stop button on. I swear T-T.

CANNOT STOP! D:
I downloaded tones of piano songs onto my phone! :3 Nyeheheh (Y) Can listen in the car tmr! :')

A message to someone ;
Hey.. You know, sometimes I still drop by your Twitter or your Facebook.. Just to see how you're doing. :) I moved on. And, I hope you're happy with her. Just wanted to wish the both of you. ;) You wouldn't know I visited your profiles anyway cause we're merely just strangers now, aren't we? .. :) Its okay. I'm fine. Just, glad to know you're doing well over there. Take care of her and also yourself, alright? :)

Oh kaaaaaaaaay. I want to tour Singapore with Anyi. But neither of our parents allow -__- GAHHHH!! Plus its my last trip there! :'/ Sighs. Unfair. Oh well.

Will update when I arrive over there! ;) Will update my Twitter when I arrive as well. I brought Scary Movie DVDs over there to watch HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. No matter HOW many MILLION times I watched them I still laugh like a mad cow watching them x)

Brought some books there to study as well..
Only 4 more weeks till Pmr.. :/
So fast.
Time passes so fast.
In a blink of an eye,
Its already almost September.
I feel like I haven't done enough to satisfy my desires nor resolutions of 2011. D:

Sighs.

Okay enough of sighing. :)
I'm SOOOO bored -.-
Want to change my blog layout AGAIN! D:
Getting bored x___x
LA LA LA.

Good night, my loves! :)
Sweet dreams!

Laziness.

2011-08-27T08:49:00.000-07:00

My photo. ;) Please don't rip. :)

I'm guessing.. From now onwards I'll use my own photos as my blog picture! :) You do notice I always start off my posts with photos, ehyy? :) I'm switching to photos which are originally taken and also edited by me. :D So.. Yeahh. ;)

Anyway..
Ignore my stupid post just now -__-
Second post for the day!

I have a pair of pink and red toenails! :D
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

I shall snap one shot and show it here, see if I have the mood to do so or not :o
Currently listerning to Christina Grimmie. I love her T-T Her voice is efffing strong! :o

I love my toenails! :D I know I'm weird x)
I love the lyrics to that song. :')
Its sad yet nice. Sighs. :D
Currently on Twitter, Tumblr, Youtube, Facebook and Bloggehh! :3
Aahhh :D

I'm bored. :o

Okay, resolutions for TOMORROW ;
1. I have to study.
2. I have to take number 1 very seriously.
3. I cannot joke about number 1 and 2.
4. Its not about number 3.
5. You just got pwned. :D
6. I know this is lame.
7. Okay cut the crap.
8. Study study study study study.
9. Number 8.
10. Number 8 and 9. :D

Yep. MUST study already D: Only 4 more weeks left ._.
Ohkay. Imma go download some songs now! :D
Need to update my stupid phone.. OH OH OH yes..

By the way,
This is the stupidest phone I have EVER used ;

DO NOT BUY THIS PHONE -____-
Cannot receive MMS, cannot SEND MMS, stupid shit, lag, unresponsive, hangs easily, make you want to throw it to the wall, small storage space STUPID STUPID STUPID.

Seriously.

ARGHHH. I wanted to switch phones with mom before. She said Okay, but after your pmr -.- Like that I'd rather not. LOL. But I still want to D: I seriously cannot STAND this stupid phone.

Sheeesh >:c
Oh well. :o
GOOD NIGHT! :)

Torn between.

2011-08-26T20:53:00.000-07:00

; By me.

Okay. So, there were only me and Denise @ ballet yesterday. I thought I was the only one. Gosh. Luckily she came. But today she isn't coming cause she's heading off for Cameron's. And I really am NOT looking forward to going for class. I do not want to be the only one -.-

I want to tell mom that I want to skip class today. But I doubt she allows. She doesn't let me skip class without reasonable reasons. Literally.

There's something wrong with me since yesterday. :/ I feel like quitting ballet. I don't know why. Probably its cause I had a sudden lose of interest in it? I don't know either. I don't really look forward to classes anymore nowadays. Feels kinda boring when I go. Especially when Rebecca or Meiyi doesn't go -_- its really boring. Ugh and one of the teacher's so freaking naggy.

I don't want to go :/ Sighs. Was supposed to molest my books but ended up molesting the stupid computer. Efff.

Sooo.. :/ GAH. Don't know. Will try asking mom later.
Bye.

Unfair.

2011-08-25T08:23:00.000-07:00

This photo was taken and edited by me. ;) Copyrighted.

Anyways

TRAILS ARE FBANFLIASBFIYRBFA2^%$e#$%&^*)(&%&($%#*%^# OVER! :D

But PMR is only 5 weeks away .___. Gonna go psycho soon -.-
LA LA LA!
Today History test - EPIC. HAHAHHHHAHAH! I love my stupid class xD

Oh well. Just a short update. ;o

To someone,
Cheer up. Chill. She can be a little too straightforward sometimes. :) I understand your feeling right now. Anger. Disappointment of a friend who broke your promise and told someone who's definitely the wrong person to tell about it. I understand ._.

Just, don't think too much.. Alright? :) Smile. We love you.

I keep thinking today's Friday. -.-
Almost wanted to wish my classmates "Happy Holidays!" Which I would then probably make a complete fool out of myself -___-
But tomorrow's Friday! :D
WHEEEEEEEEEHHH!!!

Good night, people!
Sweet dreams! ;)

Monday Blues.

2011-08-21T08:13:00.000-07:00

I hope Science will be alright tomorrow. :/
I don't feel so secure.

Sighs.

I don't feel secure at all for trials from the start.
Oh God.

Just a short update. I want to.. Yes infact, EAT or TRY, atleast... some Macarons ;

Looks awesome, ayeh? :) I know.

But I never get a chance to -.-
Cause I don't know where to find them.
I want to learn it myself. :o
Well, after my exams of course. :)
I am tired. Dunno why either.

MONDAY BLUES again tomorrow -___- Gahhhhh.
Ohhhh weeeell,
Toodles. :D
Good night! :)

Hate.

2011-08-20T09:58:00.000-07:00

You know,
I'm starting to part myself from you.
I'm starting to carve a scar between us.
And why?
Because it feels as if you don't really bother about me nowadays.
When I ask you things,
You don't bother replying.
When I am concerned,
You don't even take my presence.
Fine.
I don't know how long more can I go on like this.
Do you fucking know,
that it hurts?

It hurts to know that you've got a new replacement.
Its like you guys are made of glue.
Inseparable.
And just when I thought things were going back the way they were.
I don't even feel a slight sense of happiness.

I just feel left out everytime.
Over and over again.
Like a stupid cycle,
A never-ending one.

I just finished watching Juno about an hour ago. :')
That movie.. Is... AWESOME. (Y).
Seriously.
I don't mind watching it twice.
Was planning to watch Scary Movie 2 or Scary Movie 3.
But in the end, I ditched that idea and facebook, tumblr, twitter and blog. :D
My beloved's! :)

I HAVE FALLEN IN ♥ WITH CHARICE :'D
Seriously. :D Heh.

Oh well. Kinda speechless. :)

Ps; If you seriously crossed the borderline.. I don't think I can take it anymore. You're not worth it. I swear.

Appreciation.

2011-08-20T06:07:00.000-07:00

Have you ever experienced the feeling of being totally ignored, when you're trying to show your concern and care for one? Like when a promise was made between you and them that every secret has to be told? And when you try your best to ask them what happened, because you don't know, because they never told you, they ignore you and change the topic?

Yea.
It hurts.

Bye.

Trials.

2011-08-16T08:39:00.000-07:00

Sorry, peeps. :)
This blog will be under hiatus mode until trials are over.
Which is about 2 weeks time. :) I think.
Sorry! :)

Somewhere only we know, {♥}.

2011-08-12T09:04:00.000-07:00

Kudos kudos to ; me! ♥

There also comes a time,
where you feel like,
everything is starting to rebuild itself,
when the puzzles start to come off one by one,
leaving you confused and lost,
just hold on to that last threat,
then maybe,
just maybe,
things will be back the way they were.

Hello, readers. :)
Xinyi asked me to open another page. With my photography photos -.- But I'm lazy. I'd rather upload it on Tumblr. But I'm lazy too, LOL. Twitter and Facebook and Blog are my new loves, {♥}! :D

Anyway,
Miss Poon hasn't even finished our science syllabus with us. And trials is coming ._. Now I kinda feel lucky I had tuition already. LOL. x__x

Okaay, randommm. Today I stayed back for LM Installation. Actually, me and Teressa went for Photography Club's Installation first, we were only there for about 10 minutes -.- Then we had to go. GAH! Wish I watched! I want to go to Nat's house for Installation Party! D: It'll be organized in his area's clubhouse! CANNOT WAIT T-T But provided if Mom lets me go :( *crosses fingers*!

Dad just lectured Qy on controlling his temper :/ I wonder what happened. I could actually sense something wasn't really THAT right, as the atmosphere in the car was pretty tense when I got in. Oh yeah, I had ballet. LOL. I knew something was wrong -.- Must be Qy getting angry just because of some other drivers on the road. Typical = =

Moving on..
I have no idea what to say anymore.
Facebook is SO dead nowadays.
I am lazy to check my Friend Request.
I don't really think I'll accept all of them.
Have to stop myself from simply accepting people =___=
Bad bad bad habit.

TRIALSSS! I am so effing dead. :/
Have tuition tomorrow.
I need to sleep soon. :(
Mom said no more going to Melbourne to further my studies.
She checked online, guess how much the fees is?
50,000 Aussie dollars. Which is..

RM 150,000

Ohmygod. Seriously. Almost every school there is as expensive! My mom says if I want to go to Melbourne next year, I'd have to enroll into a good school. Those which are full-board. Those with Motels and all. But just LOOK at the money needed to PAY for the FEES. -.- My mom said if she were to pay for my fees then my family wouldn't have anything to eat anymore. LOL mommyyy T-T !

So she said she'll think about transfering me to International school! :D ILOVEYOUMOMMMEHHHH! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

But as usual, she said ;
'Now you study hard first. And when you results come out, we'll think about it then.'

MOMS. :D Typical mommehs. Eh eh eh eh eh eh ?

Alright. :) Lazy to continue blabbing. :D
CIAOSERS! ♥

Hatred.

2011-08-11T07:46:00.000-07:00

I wish all these dramas could end right now.
I've had enough with all these rumours passing around like rockets.
Can you please stop being such a drama KING?
I've never really MET anyone as stupid and brainless as you.
And I cannot believe you used to be the person I used to like.
Now?
I hate you. I hate you so so effing much that I could just slaughter you when I see you. I feel like strangling you so hard until you die. I wish karma would come back and bite you in your stupid ass.

GOD. I have officially moved on.
But I still can't believe you're actually telling some fake lies about me to your friends. What is wrong with your brain? Watch what you're saying, alright? Dude? Don't be so stupid.

I know you've got a girlfriend now. That's why I moved on. I NEVER said what you TOLD your friends about. Liar. Fucking liar. Get a life. Stop ruining mine. You want to ruin people's life? Here's a suggestion. RUIN YOUR OWN ONE. Have fun ruining it. Don't mess with others'. Idiotic.

Today during science lab I passed paper around with Koksoon -.- Yes, koksoon LOL. I asked about the person I am mentioning above. (the idiot). And I feel like smacking koksoon xD HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Oh oh oh and today Koksoon brought this mask to school. And he was telling us this ghost story.. Then out of a sudden Kinhou shouted from the back and when Teressa, Suetwei, and I turned around.. There was a really ugly and horrible looking face right infront of us. TERERSSA FELL FROM HER CHAIR AND KNOCKED HER HEAD. hahahahahahahahahhaha!! The whole class laughed. OMFGGG. -.- That stupid mask. =____=

Trials is next week .__. And I am still struggling. GOD!

Goodbye! ;)

Broken Promises.

2011-08-09T04:10:00.000-07:00

What hurts most,
is breaking a promise of someone whom trusted you. Breaking off friendships in just a slit. Getting angered by your best friend because of something you did wrong. Being pictured as a total different image in others' minds when you are totally not what they think you are. Having your first impression turned upside down in your friend's mind. Being told that your friend is better than you when that isn't the truth at all. Crying alone keeping everything to yourself. Crying because you have no one to run to anymore. Regretting because you made a mistake which is too late to turn around to correct. Not being able to express feelings. Being hated by people. Being so lost and not know what to do. Trusted a friend who isn't trustworthy. Having rumors fly around you and being hated because of it. Having the truth hidden far away from the world and plastering a life which you don't even want to live. Living a hard life. Hiding all your emotions. Faking a smile. Dropping a tear. Getting angry. Being sad. Lying to sheila away how you truly feel deep down. Lost with no map or directory or road signs to guide you out. Shattered alone. Being betrayed by your own best friends. Being backstabbed by your own best friends. Being lied to.

Life is hard.
I just need to deal with it.
Whatever comes my way, I'd have to face it.

Dear my-friend,
I am sorry for everything I did to you. I know I broke your promise by telling them. I am really really really sorry. I am sorry I broke your friendship with her in just an instant. I am sorry. Sorry for everything I did. Thank you for those happy times you gave me. I appreciate them alot. Hopefully one day you'll forgive me for what I did. I understand if you're mad. I understand. You deserve to anyway. I just want to apologize. If you're reading this, I am sorry. You probably won't even be seeing me in a few months time. :) Then I wouldn't be such a burden in your life. I would be gone soon. :) Far away.

Good bye.

Houston.

2011-08-05T08:46:00.000-07:00

Meet Bones, one of the mini puppy I go to sleep with. :) Oh there's another one, you see the yellow one bellow? Its Patrick, :D
Anyway,
I FINALLY have some time to update my blog :o Sorry again for abandoning in all of a sudden! :( My bad :/

Well, recently.. Life has had its roller coaster ride. I hope all of it will come to an end soon :o *crosses fingers*!

I got over him. ;)
Hooraahhh!
Hahahah. He has another girl now. And I should wish them all the best ;) Whenever I see him nowadays I don't feel a thing. The thought of 'Oh, okay. Whatever.' hits me like BANG. I feel nothing. OH GOD I love this feeling. :D

Had photography duty today. Drama Competition! It was kinda nice, I have to admit :x HEHEHEH. Thank you to the committees which guided me and Levana throughout the whole duty! HEARTS! :DDD

There was this Indian Form 6 girl.. She was acting solo. Honestly, speaking of the truth, I found it really boring. And she talked really soft. But then here's the surprise, after she ended her solo drama, Mr. William(the judge) explained to us that actually, that particular act was supposed to be acted by 3 person, but then during the very last minute, her 2 other friends told her they couldn't make it there. And so she did everything solo. Then after he said that, the whole room applauded really loudly. :') SALUTE to her. Got so much courage to do everything, SOLO :)

I know I am SUPER SUPER SUPER late to talk about this but.. I am going to comment on some stuffs about the Malaysia and Singapore football match -.- You might think I am blabbing too much rubbish but heck cares! :D

Dear Singapore,
although you won.. But you do know and you do acknowledge that your whole team isn't even LOCAL = = Almost every player in your team is imported from other countries. TSK TSK TSK. You guys are FAKE! F.A.K.E!! Liars! :( You won but so what? Its a lie! Your players aren't local! >:( HMMMPP.

Okay I am done. :3

Alright.. I know I said I have so much to update you guys on. But now my mind is suddenly blank -.- Whathedeuce. Nevermind! :o

I love my camera! :') My house is now repainted! And my room is green! AND GREEN IS GOOD FOR THE EYE! :DD My house's store room used to be white, with all the dirt marks covering it. But they repainted it sky blue. AND OMFG IT LOOKS SO SWEET AND CALMING AND SOFT AND ICEY BLUE AND it keeps reminding me of a castle. I have no idea why either so shut up :D NAHHJUSTKIDDINGWITCHA. :3

This is becoming a long post. NYEHEHEHEHEHEHEH.
OH YES!

Today was LM's AGM day. Old committees stepped down, new ones took over. But how I wish that someone was chosen :/ But she wasn't. Sighs. Cheer up, my friend. :) Brothers went too. So they fetched me back! :D

I am freaking tired.
Before going to ballet, I was already tired.
During ballet I was really tired.
After ballet I became half dead.
But here I am, posting
For the sake of u readers! :')
I love you guys to bits! :D

Jayeslee's music is quite nice. :) Seriously. I subscribed onto their channel. And I also subscribed onto NigaHigaTV and Nigahiga HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! RYAN HIGA, you are hot, cool, cute, funny, buff, sweet, good looking, retarded, amazing. Which is why I love you to bitssssss! :D OH OH and I also signed up for Kevjumba :3 HE IS SOOO HOT -.-

Oh well. I think I'm almost out of words. :o
Ohmygod, what is this feeling.
I know I shouldn't feel like this. :/
I just got over him.
And and and,
now you?
Please tell me I won't fall for another one again.
*crosses fingers HARD.*

I am positive that I won't. :)
I don't want to be so fragile anymore.
A promise I am making to myself. :D

I can play Enchanted by Taylor Swift on guitar!
I AM FREAKING IN LOVE WITH IT. :D
Fyi, not boasting. ;) Just sharing.

TOODLES!
Good night all my loves!

Internet break down.

2011-08-03T08:50:00.000-07:00

INTERNET IS FINALLY BACK! :D
Sorry for the sudden hiatus :(
My internet broke down! :o
So many stuffs happened! :D
Have TONES to update you guys on.

BUT NOW I HAVE TO SLEEP!!

TOODLES! ALL MY LOVES I SINCERELY APOLOGIZE! :D
Good night!

Telling a lie.

2011-07-25T08:46:00.000-07:00

F.A.K.E

Flashback Moments.

2011-07-24T08:13:00.000-07:00

And I just read through my older posts. And this whole paragraph caught my attention ;

Life is all about twists and turns.

When there are no epic turns, or twists in one's life.. It will be considered as living a lie. Everyone's life will surely meet up with obstacles which have to be gone through.

Although recently, my life has been one heck of hell.. I still learn to accept what has happened. And I'm willing to go through what is going to happen to me in future.

God has made me who I am. I ♥ God. :)

From now onwards, I will change. I will change to a person who doesn't really give a thought of whoever who dislikes or hates me. Its up to you.

I mean, its up to a person to choose if they want to hate you, love you, dislike you, or like you. Its up to them. We can't do anything about it. I'm learning from my mistakes. :)

No more weeping and sobbing when someone tells me about something negative of myself. No more judging others by first sight. No more. I don't want that life.

Sighs. What the hell happened to me. Neither do I know. :/
I should really start letting go.
Letting go of You is currently the hardest for me to do so.
But I'd still have to do it.
Aaaahhh.
I regretted tweeting those stuffs.
Its clear to me now.
I am not self-praising or whatsoever,
But..

We could have had a shot at it if I didn't tweet such stuffs. I was stupid. GOD. Impulsiveness and desperation and stupidity got the better of me during that time. I was such an idiot.

But, then another thought pops out. I remembered what my cousin sister told me and what she meant ;

He has such a quick change in heart. Flower-Hearted. Not worth crying over someone like that. :)

And. Its true. You ARE flower-hearted.
Its time for me to move one ._.
Its time for me to go back to reality.

Second post for the day. :)
Off to bed now.
Nights, hearts.

Forget those Memories.

2011-07-24T02:24:00.000-07:00

And how I wish I could forget you and move on for good.

Hello, people.
I wanna post an ordinary post for today.
Will try to.

I am currently in my cousin's house. Damn it. There's no Google Chrome here. -.- And I'm stuck with stupid retarded Inernet Explorer. Its not my computer. So I daren't touch anything. LOLS.

HAHA (Y)
I asked Dad to bring the Xperia's phone box back. And I plucked my earphones in and listened to music, listened to some sad songs. But then, I thought to myself "Oh screw this. I wasn't born to emo my whole life." So I shuffled to some dancing songs. MAN IT WAS AWESOME.

And guess what. I woke up at 410am just to know that I only had 4% of battery life left in my phone -.- So I quickly got out of bed and charged it. *yaaawns*. Tired. :o

I love listening to music. :D
They're my best friend when its silent. :')
Alright alright. I can't type on any longer.
Cousins are annoying me to play with them -.-
And I'm playing mummy, waking up from the dead and chasing them around like retarded chicken. HAHAHA. We've always played this "Mummy" game since young. Not your typical I-love-you mommy, but the mommy wrapped in rolls of tissues. Get it. But not literally. I just go with it. :D So childish eh. But its fun x) Old times. :D

Okay. I want to block all those stuffs out from my mind now. I will pray that tomorrow will start off fine. :) Hopefully I won't see you.

Ciaos, my dear readers.
Thanks for tolerating me when I posted all those sad posts .__. I am sorry. :)
Loves!

Offended.

2011-07-23T10:15:00.000-07:00

Yet again. This photo explains eveything I feel right now.
Am I lost? I think I lost control of myself.
I am losing my mind.

I love my friends.
I love my family.
I love my cousins.
I want to appreciate life.

Dear God, please.. Let me..

Let me out of my misery.
Please.
I just want things to be back the way they were.

You two-faced liar.

2011-07-21T08:14:00.000-07:00

You know something we don't. You just don't want to say it. No matter how we try, you just wouldn't. What is your problem?

You think hiding everything from us is so much fun? Its not.
Fuck you.

Love life.

2011-07-20T08:29:00.000-07:00

I will try my best to smile from Heart :)
I will try my best to delete you from my mind and memories.
You were the one causing me all these sadness.
Stupid me.

Crying, just for you.
But, you wouldn't know.
Emo just for you,
you wouldn't know.
Angry just for you,
you wouldn't know.
Happy just for you,
you wouldn't know.
Excited just for you,
you wouldn't know.

So now I needn't care anymore. :D
I want to move on from you.
Screw you.
That's what I'd have to say everytime I see you from now onwards. :)

Anyway,
stayed back today. :o Played the guitar with my friends! :D I love them to bits! x) but one of them jokingly said something to another, and that other one took it seriously. So now she's emo.

My dear friend,
You really have to think clearly of what she said. She never meant to hurt you. Let alone hate you. You always tend to think too much. You always tend to let jealousy and sensitivity get the better of you. Yes, I know by now you'd be thinking "put yourself in my shoes, wouldn't you feel how I feel? How come you don't understand how I feel?" Yes. You're thinking this way. Its not that I don't understand. I understand this very well.

I don't wanna hurt you, but listen to me.
Have you never thought, that sometimes, its not others who tend to make you sad just because they said some stuffs? And they never mean it?

Its you. You're the one who takes things very seriously. We all care. She cares. Don't think so much anymore. Tomorrow she'll be sitting for her piano exam. We must pray for her. Kick those ugly thoughts away. Pray. :) Friends, are friends. What's a friendship when there aren't any fights in between? :) Don't cry, cheer up. Smile. :D Weloveyou.

OKAY. I'm done with today's post. :D
I'm actually kinda fine.

Guess what readers?
I messaged him. Well, not about us.. But I asked about his and also my friend. Mutual friend. Just plainly asked about him. Nothing other than that..

And he replied. :)
Kinda satisfied. Hahahah.
But I don't really feel the sadness anymore.
I will ignore it. :D
Hey you, thanks for replying.
Atleast now I know you still care?
Or maybe not. :)
Ahhh well, anything. :D
I must learn to move on. ;)

Good night, all my loves!

Fake Fairytale.

2011-07-19T08:15:00.000-07:00

I dedicate this photo that I took, to you. :) Yep, I hate you.

Anyways,
Currently listening to Taylor Swift's full album again. I love her songs. :')
I don't want to emo that often anymore.
I've pretty much had quite enough of my stupid stubborn act.

Can't believe that I'd go through all that, and just because of you.
Alright, I admit..
Today, when I was walking towards the Main Gate of school with my friend, someone called her from the back and needed to talk to her bout some stuffs. I turned around to see who was that, its a natural reaction, duh. And guess what? COINCIDENTLY, I saw you. AND her. This time, you were BOTH walking together. How awesome, ehy? The first thing I saw was you 2 together. I turned back around immediately after that. I don't know what to feel anymore. I give up. I don't want to spend my life chasing after you who's already living in your fairytale. All I want to tell you is, thanks. Thanks for everything you gave me. All the sadness, happiness, anger, jealousy, disappointment, confusions, complications and so on. :)

You're just a small chapter of my story, I've read the last sentence of you and flipped to a new chapter. Life still goes on no matter what. :)

Moving on is hard.
But I'd still have to give it a shot.
My best shot.
If I still can't.
I don' really know what to do anymore.
Hopefully, I do.
You've got her now. :)
I want to wish you both Good Luck in everything. ;)

Back to reality! :D
Okay, honestly, I don't have much to talk about anymore -.-
GOOD NIGHT! :D

Useless.

2011-07-18T08:43:00.000-07:00

Credits to, Me.

I feel so fucking useless.
Making my mom mad.
And just because of what?
Texting bills.

I feel like an idiot.
I promised her that I'd study.
But just look at what a useless piece of shit I am now.
I feel objected.

I cannot duty tomorrow,
Just because they didn't let me bring my camera to school.
I know I bought it less than a week ago.
And I know it costs a fortune.
Neither do I want to lost it or spoil it.

But, if you would just gimme a chance to prove you wrong?
If only you'd just let me give it a try.
Maybe I could change the way you think.
I'm sorry if I brought all these sadness into your life.
I'm sorry if I am a fucking burden in your life.
Causing you anger and disappointment and sadness almost everyday.
I'm sorry if I can't be like my brothers.
I'm sorry if I am useless.
I'm sorry if I am just a person who knows how to spend and not save.
I'm sorry if I broke promises.
I'm sorry if I lied.
I'm fucking sorry for everything.

Maybe I really am useless?
I guess so. :)

You've been ignoring me for almost 2 weeks now.
How, happy is that? :D
Plaster a smile on your face.
Then people wouldn't keep asking you what is wrong. :)